*Sighs*

he's too precious okay. I don't deserve him. He deserves to have like. two other people excluding me because i'm just not right for him. I mean I touched his face a while ago and looked. *really* looked at him and i just broke into like 29489218901889080 pieces because he's like a perfect little angel and i'm this massive black hole of destruction. he's so beautiful and sweet and sensitive and smart and i'm just mean and also a potato. god, i really don't deserve him .I don't know why he stays with my ass. He deserves so much better than someone who doesn't even know how to love. someone so imperfect like me. ahaha. haha.. i really don't know how i'll ever make myself anywhere even near his caliber but i'll try. I just feel so damn shitty about myself rn. i feel like a porcupine stuck in a blender -n-.