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A Kitten Rant
11 years ago
Hey Lovelies I am so sorry I haven't been around much. Art wise I have been thrown into a complete halt.
After my computer died a few months back I have been having to use my father's. Sharing the computer has caused a few problems. And right now I can't use it at all or even ask for it.
Between not being able to use the computer to finish commissions for my paying customers and my mind state right now I am a mess.
For the past few months I really haven't said anything about my slightly depressed manor but lately I have not been in the best way of thinking. The nights I can sleep I cry myself to sleep clinging to a pillow and the more frequent I curl up on my bed and rock back and forth.
I really don't know what the cause of the depression is, if it is a phase that will pass. I don't know. But after all my friends leave for the night that distraction disappears and I dip badly into the depression.
No, my parents don't know about this nor do I want them to. After all I have put then through me being depressed is not something I want to add to the mix.
Sorry guys I didn't mean to make this a long one but I just wanted to rant at people who care even in the tiniest bit. If you want to talk to me I still have internet access just send me a note or better an e-mail. I would love to talk
Love you guys. See you soon.
After my computer died a few months back I have been having to use my father's. Sharing the computer has caused a few problems. And right now I can't use it at all or even ask for it.
Between not being able to use the computer to finish commissions for my paying customers and my mind state right now I am a mess.
For the past few months I really haven't said anything about my slightly depressed manor but lately I have not been in the best way of thinking. The nights I can sleep I cry myself to sleep clinging to a pillow and the more frequent I curl up on my bed and rock back and forth.
I really don't know what the cause of the depression is, if it is a phase that will pass. I don't know. But after all my friends leave for the night that distraction disappears and I dip badly into the depression.
No, my parents don't know about this nor do I want them to. After all I have put then through me being depressed is not something I want to add to the mix.
Sorry guys I didn't mean to make this a long one but I just wanted to rant at people who care even in the tiniest bit. If you want to talk to me I still have internet access just send me a note or better an e-mail. I would love to talk
Love you guys. See you soon.
