Hey guys, I'm still alive. My life, however, has been a waking hell. Between my expulsion from university back in january, getting fired from my job of three years in early june, friends attempting suicide and family members dropping like flies, I generally just hate life right now. I wanna retreat onto the internet and just lose myself in it for a few days, but I haven' been able to find a job yet, and for the second time this year I've had to move back in with my parents, who are charging me $300 in rent per month. I don't want to die or anything, gods know I'm not suicidal, just manically depressed. Doc wants to put me on prozac, but mother and her phamiphobia won't let them. I'll try to maintain a sort of online pressence here and there, but for the most part I'm kinda just logging on every now and then to look at art... to the friends I've made, I'm sorry being such a silent jerk :c