Some of you are my good friends and others are just formal friends but I have been meaning to say this for a while now holding it back for no reason it seems. As you all should understand my father just recently discovered that he has Parkinson's now more than ever I am stressed so much to try harder in school and get a well earned job. Frankly that is very hard right now and I have only so much support from my family due to my piss poor school history and such. Also the fact that I haven't had a relationship in almost 5 years is kinda painful for me and it's severely depressing each day I've just grown lonelier and lonelier. I have been trying to reach out for potentials and sometimes that backfires unconventionally. Having to be home alone to help my parents out more has been extremely stressful and my nit pick on hmm potential boyfriends is rather debilitating. I guess you could say at this stage I'm kinda in a semi depression but I don't feel like sharing that with my folks because "meds suck." Anyway I hope you all have a great day I just needed to get this off of my chest as of right now.