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Hobey ho, and so we go. Wreck update.
11 years ago
Here's what the Skrulf has to say!
To everyone who gave me support and encouraging words in the last journal, I really really do appreciate it. I took ambien and knocked out last night so I didnt reply to anyone. I still didnt really sleep well, but i think my head is a bit more clear now. I was very rattled to say the least. I curled up in bed with my plushies and a few other choice items and had some much needed 'Little' time to de-stress, and fell asleep.
Still waiting to hear back from insurance, the rental car people, and everyone in between.
Just gotta take everything a day at a time. A moment at a time. The thought of getting back in a car still...well, it makes me anxious.Driving said car, considerably more so. Thankfully I dont have to drive til tomorrow for work...but sadly I DO have to drive tomorrow to work :/ Kinda wish I had more time.
I want to tell myself Im just over-reacting, but its not changing the anxiety, so Im just going with it. Can only stay in an aroused(elevated stated) for so long before you have to come back out. So Im just going to do my best to ride it, no pun intended.Or...iunno maybe it is. Thats kinda funny.
Also 10 points to your Hogwarts house for whoever knows the title reference.
Most people seem to be oblivious to it but I say it all the time. I just want someone to tell me they understand.
Still waiting to hear back from insurance, the rental car people, and everyone in between.
Just gotta take everything a day at a time. A moment at a time. The thought of getting back in a car still...well, it makes me anxious.Driving said car, considerably more so. Thankfully I dont have to drive til tomorrow for work...but sadly I DO have to drive tomorrow to work :/ Kinda wish I had more time.
I want to tell myself Im just over-reacting, but its not changing the anxiety, so Im just going with it. Can only stay in an aroused(elevated stated) for so long before you have to come back out. So Im just going to do my best to ride it, no pun intended.Or...iunno maybe it is. Thats kinda funny.
Also 10 points to your Hogwarts house for whoever knows the title reference.
Most people seem to be oblivious to it but I say it all the time. I just want someone to tell me they understand.
Also I cheated. but I found the answer!
If I make it back home in one piece, I'll need a nap this is just the beginning
Have wrecked and totaled so many rigs racing/4x4 trailes would think you would get use to it but still gives me the shakes for a few weeks each time.
Lets you know you're in a 3,000# missile and a second can change everything, hugs be careful pup ^_^
Thanks for the reassurance and kind words, I appreciate that.
Ive got a few more updates but Im hoping to know more on Monday or Tuesday...so much stuff to figure out...and then Ill make a new journal with an update.