Well, to be frank, the year started off rubbish. I don't want to dwell much into it since two people who were close friends of the family passed two months apart from each other. But, I have encountered several people that I have never realized were in the same area as me and well, it sort of helped soften the early blows that I had at the start where I thought that I shared the same mutual feelings as someone else but then I realized that she only used me for her personal gains.

But, I put that behind me. I wiped her out of my memory, only knowing fragments of her but knowing ultimately that she used me just to expand her library of characters. And when I was busy to help her, she lashed out and bitched at me. That's why I left her. She prioritized too much on people clinging onto her rather than letting people live out their own lives.

But alas, who would have thought that 3 to 4 months ago I would have found love. And we shared the same feelings for each other. Eventhough how we met is a bit silly but we put that behind us. I love him. He's the one special person that I am willing on taking a bullet for him. And my sons...even if the inconveniences of life haven't given me the convenience of talking to them, I just want to say that I love all of you as if you guys were actually my son and I wished that we would all be together as a family. Alex, the love of my life...I love you so much. I love you regardless what you choose because my feelings for you are as pure as your feelings are for me.

I love you, and I hope that one day we can truly be together my fox.

<3

~Dan