Something is up with the world and people in it. Many people are suffering from depression and misfortune, far more then feel natural. I know that some of it might be from the whole economic situation, but I see a lot of this in people around me that are financially secure. My room mate, my best friend and his boy friend, people I know here, people I know at home and online, and people I only watch. It's a really strange occurrence, at least to me.

Among all this I've been feeling.... hyper and anxious. Been really active and outgoing, far more then I really am. I feel like something major is beginning to happen.

Now all of this is probably normal humanoid paranoia, though I just felt I still had to express it. If this major event does happen though, I want a record that I thought these thoughts so I don't have a major case of déjà vu.

Update: Well so interestingly about the time I was writing the above my dog back home died. So that is the start of my misfortunes this year, yay. Continuing last semesters crappiness. He was among the 3 living things I felt closest to.

Sadly... I'm not that affected by it as much as I should be. I was a little upset and angry when I heard the news, mostly because I had been telling my parents to feed him on a raised platform but they didnt listen so his stomach flipped. But now, 30 after, nothing. That's more then a little disturbingly sociopathic. Guess my sanity has slipped a little more then I realized.

Still, this is a minor event, not the major event I mentioned earlier, and I still have the gut feeling that it's on its way. Still, time will tell.