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3 years ago
July is over, much has happened.
I am thankful that my art drive is unaffected now, though of course time has become limited with the new job. Still working, mostly need to figure out how to handle my time and commitments better. 7 years is a long time to do... basically nothing ha.
Not that all has been great, took a big hit to myself when I spouted off in anger and got banished from the Moon. u.u; Entirely my fault for which I am deeply remorseful. Though... I wish it could be just that but there's a REEK of some... other motive behind the ban. Hope my doubts are unfounded. Getting back to my previous maximum in positivity and aiming higher.
Now! Planned a trip at the end of August to visit the bay area and some friends, including a new bestie! I'm a little sad that one of the contacts I really wanted to see are just... not reachable and havent been online, but I guess I can just chill around SF for a bit XD. Miss the food! Will be eating soooo much!
A little(a very lot) concerned because my mother came down the big C, and pissed BEYOND belief on how both parents are treating the whole things. A casual 'Oh it turns out I have covid, sorry!" while sitting on the front room couch, while I'm getting ready to walk out the front door FEET from her. Two days later she's still mostly hanging out there instead of, you know, in her room. So ofc I've been exposed by now, and so far with the extra isolation from that side of the house, mask wearing and hand washing, I've not gotten sick, and test clean. So far. I have my vaccine but still... If I do there is only JUST enough time for me to recover and be clear long enough to take the trip. So ofc, anxious.
Thinking I'm getting a handle on work, but lately, with alot of P0 incidents going on with major changes(CDCI is .... ) plus google meltdowns in Europe, there's been alot of late nights. Hoping that now, with a better handle on things and more control of my own future planning due to that, I think I can now give myself a relatively easy 7 or so hours of work each day, plus all the on call stuff.
Probably time I find a good therapist, again, but that is always difficult. First I gotta find a primary doctor, finally got insurance so I can but DAMN is it nearly impossible to do any reasonable search. STILL. All accomplishable.
Oh my haven't slept and should. Haha.
I am thankful that my art drive is unaffected now, though of course time has become limited with the new job. Still working, mostly need to figure out how to handle my time and commitments better. 7 years is a long time to do... basically nothing ha.
Not that all has been great, took a big hit to myself when I spouted off in anger and got banished from the Moon. u.u; Entirely my fault for which I am deeply remorseful. Though... I wish it could be just that but there's a REEK of some... other motive behind the ban. Hope my doubts are unfounded. Getting back to my previous maximum in positivity and aiming higher.
Now! Planned a trip at the end of August to visit the bay area and some friends, including a new bestie! I'm a little sad that one of the contacts I really wanted to see are just... not reachable and havent been online, but I guess I can just chill around SF for a bit XD. Miss the food! Will be eating soooo much!
A little(a very lot) concerned because my mother came down the big C, and pissed BEYOND belief on how both parents are treating the whole things. A casual 'Oh it turns out I have covid, sorry!" while sitting on the front room couch, while I'm getting ready to walk out the front door FEET from her. Two days later she's still mostly hanging out there instead of, you know, in her room. So ofc I've been exposed by now, and so far with the extra isolation from that side of the house, mask wearing and hand washing, I've not gotten sick, and test clean. So far. I have my vaccine but still... If I do there is only JUST enough time for me to recover and be clear long enough to take the trip. So ofc, anxious.
Thinking I'm getting a handle on work, but lately, with alot of P0 incidents going on with major changes(CDCI is .... ) plus google meltdowns in Europe, there's been alot of late nights. Hoping that now, with a better handle on things and more control of my own future planning due to that, I think I can now give myself a relatively easy 7 or so hours of work each day, plus all the on call stuff.
Probably time I find a good therapist, again, but that is always difficult. First I gotta find a primary doctor, finally got insurance so I can but DAMN is it nearly impossible to do any reasonable search. STILL. All accomplishable.
Oh my haven't slept and should. Haha.
