My Father, My Fallen Knight, My Angel.
11 years ago
Overhead the angels cry
As below he gently dies
The sweetest creature lord of light
His spirit dies the fallen knight the angels come to bear his form
His face still glowing his hands still warm
Sobbing gently as fair wings beat his fight is over his redemption complete
Now he can rest, the eternal sleep
Rest forever, the angels weep
He fought so hard for lost sweet love T
hey watched so sadly from above
For pain had shaped him chose his path yet never did he fall to wrath he fought to right a world of wrong
A deed so worthy of praise and song
But none will remember for he walked alone
To avenge his love, his land, his home
None but angels far overhead
Whispering solemn that he is dead
And crying for those who knew him not his life can never be forgot
His deeds his love his dreams his pride
His heart frozen dead deep inside
His sword, his honor, his armor dark
His shield, his power, all left their mark and those who knew him forget him never
His soul will raise them strong forever
The fallen knight sweet and lost
Loved by angels fair knight of ours
Over the last month, things have not been well in my life.
Stress of the new job, learning new things, had already been there.
Now its been dealing with the loss of my father.
Today has now been 1 month and 4 days. And its felt like years. He was only 57 years old.
Its a daily battle to wake up and even want to go into work.
To deal with the stress there, and then not want to come home, and deal with the loneliness that plagues the house.
And then the stress of paperwork, of going through his things, a little bit at a time. It wasn't expected. No signs of ever
anything being wrong, and a bad turn for the worst all within a moments of time.
All drive to want to do much of anything is gone.
I will still come and go. Check on messages and new art.
Things are very hard for me right now. Dad was my muse, my drive to make new things.
And its all gone.
http://www.gofundme.com/d5lp5o Go Fund Me for his Memorial Service.
Its been a month and still no death benefits have kicked in. If you want to help,
any little bit goes a long way for us right now.
Thank you hun. I miss you.