My gran died at the start of august and i'm not dealing well.

everyday is a struggle that im trying to pull through.

I've just lost my passion for everything. i can hardly draw, i can hardly eat, im tormented with dreams in my sleep etc etc.

I check here every so often.

but ultimately i'm just trying to get through each day.

My gran looked after me when nobody else wanted me. She and my other gran were the only ones who ever really cared about me. I lost half my life with her and i'm just trying to cope.

Worst part is, i have to keep it all bottled up. People were getting angry with me for being upset, for being angry at her death.

Welp, i've always got my cats eh?

I've had some gift art from a while back that i've tried to get through...but its just not happening