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11 years ago
Heads up , for you guys...
Doctor ordered a lot of blood work to be done and tested...from how it sounded things don't look so bright for me now. Please don't worry about me, I'm hoping I'll be okay and not have anything cancerous.
Besides that I've been overly depressed and more upset then I usually have been. I've been feeling lost, trapped, and lonely. There has been days where I haven't even had the motivation to get out of bed. I can't seem to find happiness... And when I honk I may have found even the smallest chance, I'm immediately scolded or crushed by having that little bit of happiness put down.
So please don't be upset...smile, and carry on. Y'all ought to be happy and continue to stay positive. I've met a lot of really nice people here and I don't regret it. Love y'all.
:,)
I'm sorry... I don't want to sound like a Debbie downer. I also feel pretty selfish talking about this, Im sorry.
Doctor ordered a lot of blood work to be done and tested...from how it sounded things don't look so bright for me now. Please don't worry about me, I'm hoping I'll be okay and not have anything cancerous.
Besides that I've been overly depressed and more upset then I usually have been. I've been feeling lost, trapped, and lonely. There has been days where I haven't even had the motivation to get out of bed. I can't seem to find happiness... And when I honk I may have found even the smallest chance, I'm immediately scolded or crushed by having that little bit of happiness put down.
So please don't be upset...smile, and carry on. Y'all ought to be happy and continue to stay positive. I've met a lot of really nice people here and I don't regret it. Love y'all.
:,)
I'm sorry... I don't want to sound like a Debbie downer. I also feel pretty selfish talking about this, Im sorry.
She-King
~she-king
Awww, hang in there my Crogi-momma-diles! *huggles* You might consider getting on some medications, because being like that is not okay nor should it be tolerated. You should be stable and happy, its not right to be depressed all the time :/ Its not your fault, but you don't have to wallow in it, either. I wish you well and I hope you can find help.
Joltic
~joltic
OP
Yea I agree, but I won't be taking medications. Can't trust the doctors here.
She-King
~she-king
Hmmm, that seems to be all too common. I'm sorry to hear that, but I hope you can handle it.
