Officially official
11 years ago
MOVED TO
pantees
My surgery is finally scheduled for sure @ w@
This Thursday at 6 AM uwu It was rescheduled do to the ENT's daughter having a baby, so instead of my surgery being last Thursday like scheduled, it's this week
Tbh I'm kinda really terrified, I was super hoping that I could go through life without ever having a surgery
They just keep making it seem scarier and scarier :c
"It's gonna be the worst sore throat you have ever had in your life"
oh.
"It's gonna suck healing, and it's gonna look like you have thrush and smell real bad"
oh...
"You will throw up a lot of bright red blood when you wake up (possibly)"
... oh..
"Scabs will fall off and look like you were stabbed in the throat"
OH.
"They're gonna stab you and wheel you all around the hospital and you are going to hate every fuckin minute of it"
.... OH. OK.
I had a massive panic attack while the anesthesiologist was talking to me, they just thought it was funny and just holy fuck I swear I'm terrified xD
Anyway sorry I had to return to school and I kinda just wanted to ramble on for a bit.
~Pan<3
I know it could be much worse, but.. yeah. u ou;;
I'm just mostly afraid of anesthesia, tbh.
Whenever I think of it I start freaking out a bit, ahaa..