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Life update [An explanation for my lack of art..]
11 years ago
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panteesAlright so, I've been telling people individually what's been going on, but I feel it'd be easier to have it here.
This year is a big one for me.
It's actually my senior year of Highschool, and most of, if not all, of my time has been spent on homework, college things, scholarships, and now looking for a job so I can start off the summer with some money when I move.
Another big issue with this year has been depression. So far, at least once a week, I'll go into a mode which can only be described as a complete meltdown, and on top of everything else it gets pretty hard to deal with. Thursday I was sent home from school because of how bad it was, and I spent that whole day curled up in a ball, in my bed, really hating myself. This lasted until late Friday, and anyone who's felt that type of pain knows that absolutely nothing about it is ok, and it's so hard to get out of that mood, fighting with everything in your body to not harm yourself, in one way or another. It was a mix between the stress school's been putting on me, commissions, and my social/home life. I'm working really hard to try and get better, but antidepressants aren't a thing that are easily accepted in my home, and I have problems just talking to someone about these things.
I am REALLY so sorry about this, how slow everything has been going, but I spend every bit of free time I have on art, whether it's 5 minutes or 30, before I have to go to bed (If I'm not up till 1-2 AM with homework, only to wake up at 6 for school.), I really am trying
And I am sorry it's been taking so long to get things done, but I have everything except for two commissions AT LEAST sketched
I really can not express how sorry I am for taking so long.. If I had the money, I would refund all of you. And then do at least a sketch of your characters to make up for how shitty I've been.
In all honesty, I have no idea how long this is going to take me. Thanksgiving break is soon, my parents plan on making me spend all my time on money things, but I think if I pull a few all-nighters I can get art done.
If anyone has any questions about anything, either comment here or send me a note.
Thank you for reading. -PanGONE TO pantees 
RADAK.Gloom
~radak.gloom
Take care of yourself your more important than art or money :3
Avarice_Panthera_Leo
∞avaricepantheraleo
I still can't wait to see how that one piece comes out when you can get around to it! Take care of yourself though.
