FA+
Shop
ATTENTION! THIS IS ABOUT MY DEPRESSION!
11 years ago
"Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into a friend." by Martin Luther King, Jr.
"Love is friendship that has caught fire. It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving. It is loyalty through good and bad times. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weaknesses." by Ann Landers
"Love is friendship that has caught fire. It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving. It is loyalty through good and bad times. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weaknesses." by Ann Landers
Alright, so, I've been hiding the the fact that I suffer from depression, well, to most of you, and only a few of you already know of it. But, I digress, onto the subject at hand. I come from a very loving family, yet I have no friends whatsoever. And I have the nagging fear that if I tell my family that I'm gay, I'd lose their love and support, and without it, I wouldn't be alive. I wish I had friends outside of the internet that would love and support me, but I get really nervous when it comes to meeting other people outside of the internet, though I know it would be better for me, and it doesn't help that my dad kinda scrutinizes every potential friend that I would make, even though I'm 24.
I am right there along side you buddy!
I have only told my mom I was gay don't know that I will tell my dad.
I have told Chris who is my employee and he does not care that I am gay.
And it is pretty bad when my dad who has been depressed due to being diabetic since 18 he has had depression from that for many years.
He had a depression test on his desk that I scanned and photoshopped out his answers and printed and put in my own and I am actually way more depressed then I dad is.
My score was 57 which is not very good to be scoring that high on a depression test. :|
So yeah I have not told very many myself about my depression as I feel very much like you do. :|
But I can send you the scan that I did and the photoshopped out answers although I think I have it saved were I already erased the answers.
I'll look around for it though if you wanted me to send them to you so you can print them off.
I found the test papers and I need to edit out the 3rd and 4th test papers as I only did page 1 and 2 of the test.
I'll edit the other 2 papers and send you all 4 if you like?
I will do them tomorrow though as it is fairly late and thinking of heading off to bed.
I am going to PM my cell phone though if you want to txt or talk. :)