Why is Love so Toxic?
11 years ago
All around I see happiness, yet none for I.
Seeing couples hug and kiss makes me sigh,
And when I try, though for how short it may be,
Those who I let in only serve to destroy me.
Friendships, Family, and those loves,
All leave me, lonely and brokenhearted.
Forced to break the promises that I held dear,
Love is a toxin that has left me weak.
No one cares, or at least I did.
Crying for the pain that I see
From everyone to me.
Family lost all feeling,
I'm just tool now.
They let me fall!
Not at all do they help
As they ignore my longing
To be somewhere I am longing.
No one cares, or at least I did.
Crying for the pain that I see
From everyone to me.
All alone,
Broken to the bone.
I lost all care and love.
Why keep something so toxic?
Why is love so toxic?
No friends or family relatives,
They used me too.
No new friends,
No one wants to.
No one cares, or at least I did.
Crying for the pain that I see
From everyone to me.
It's not worth
The time I gave,
Nor the stress giving
The pain it caused.
Toxins made fear stronger than love.
Fear is now all I feel...
The cold fear of my loneliness and broken heart.
No one cares, or at least I did.
Crying for the pain that I see
From everyone to me.
Fear is triumphing over love.
Why? The toxicity of broken loneliness.
Why go through the pain?
Why have it?
To know that there's someone worth the love.
Yet when that someone is afraid,
To the point of your pain,
Show that your struggle and tears,
are the signs of that you care.
No one cares, or at least I did.
Crying for the pain that I see
From everyone to me.
All around I see happiness, yet none for I.
Seeing couples hug and kiss makes me sigh,
And when I try, though for how short it may be,
Those who I let in only serve to destroy me.
Friendships, Family, and those loves,
All leave me, lonely and brokenhearted.
Forced to break the promises that I held dear,
Love is a toxin that has left me weak.
Seeing couples hug and kiss makes me sigh,
And when I try, though for how short it may be,
Those who I let in only serve to destroy me.
Friendships, Family, and those loves,
All leave me, lonely and brokenhearted.
Forced to break the promises that I held dear,
Love is a toxin that has left me weak.
No one cares, or at least I did.
Crying for the pain that I see
From everyone to me.
Family lost all feeling,
I'm just tool now.
They let me fall!
Not at all do they help
As they ignore my longing
To be somewhere I am longing.
No one cares, or at least I did.
Crying for the pain that I see
From everyone to me.
All alone,
Broken to the bone.
I lost all care and love.
Why keep something so toxic?
Why is love so toxic?
No friends or family relatives,
They used me too.
No new friends,
No one wants to.
No one cares, or at least I did.
Crying for the pain that I see
From everyone to me.
It's not worth
The time I gave,
Nor the stress giving
The pain it caused.
Toxins made fear stronger than love.
Fear is now all I feel...
The cold fear of my loneliness and broken heart.
No one cares, or at least I did.
Crying for the pain that I see
From everyone to me.
Fear is triumphing over love.
Why? The toxicity of broken loneliness.
Why go through the pain?
Why have it?
To know that there's someone worth the love.
Yet when that someone is afraid,
To the point of your pain,
Show that your struggle and tears,
are the signs of that you care.
No one cares, or at least I did.
Crying for the pain that I see
From everyone to me.
All around I see happiness, yet none for I.
Seeing couples hug and kiss makes me sigh,
And when I try, though for how short it may be,
Those who I let in only serve to destroy me.
Friendships, Family, and those loves,
All leave me, lonely and brokenhearted.
Forced to break the promises that I held dear,
Love is a toxin that has left me weak.
When you are not looking yet interested into love, it is when it is most likely to fall upon you.
Of course, failed relationships have been useful in a way. They allowed me to learn from mistakes to become a better boyfriend.