The Disappearing, Re-appearing Jackalope (VIDEOS!)
11 years ago
So..yeah, as you all might have noticed I keep doing the disappearing, reappearing act lately.
I'm trying to get my shit together.
It's going...well..it's going.
On the 21st and 22nd I past my 5 year post op anniversaries. Wow. I seriously can't believe it's been 5 years already.
So, I am getting the 1st of 2 procedures to eventually burn my occipital nerves and thus NO MORE PAIN!
It was originally just one procedure but the Drs suck so I have to get a nerve block (shots) first on Tuesday the 28th
Then I can schedule the RFA (Radial Frequency Burn) Which I will have done at the surgical center, be put under IV sedation and then BIG needles go in the back of ma head and burn the FUCK out of my occipital nerve groupings (both sides)
I'm hoping to get that done on the 30th. Once I have recovered I can FINALLY get off of the pain medications, and take some herbal supplements that I couldn't before which will A-help clean up my liver from all the Tylenol, and B-help my OCD and anxiety things a bit. So I am expecting and hoping for good things after this procedure. (Some super secret special new will be announced on Christmas concerning future good stuff;))
Though, sadly yes, that means not much of a Halloween for me, BUT I DID have a supremely kick ass time at the Sugar Rush Dance Experiment FREAK SHOW on the 15th.
We even had our own 6ft something Dominatrix MC with riding crop. Oh yeah it was THAT kinda show.
I appeared as the Jackalope (Well half-a-lope actually, sans facial prosthetic, but still had ears and tail)
And I did a roulette piece.
Basically I go up on stage and the lovely ladies who run the event (Whom I danced with as part of the Sugar Rush Dance Syndicate) Have a list of random and weird songs that they just randomly pick from. So I don't know what I'll be dancing to until the music starts. I've attached that video because it was just too fucking perfect of a song and I had a BLAST!
I was on stage a total of 4 times.
Opening the show with the Syndicate
My Roulette Solo
Helping Sultan Fuego, the Human Blockhead bend a #3 Rebar (Yes we had actual freak show/side show performers, and a Gothic mermaid!)
And then closed out the show with my fellow dancers in an ATS piece to Ghostbusters.
All those fun videos can be found here.
So yeah! I sadly missed the flash mob, (Boo migraine) BUT I made up for it at Sugar Rush.
I am going to try like hell to get on here more. I miss doing art and talking to all of you. I am hoping to stream again, and add a actual camera of moi along with my drawing (Juindalo is setting it up for me)
SO things are rough, yeah, but I'm still keeping on keeping on ya know?
Once I am fully 100% squared away I will be getting out the Ol' Commissions folder and contacting those I still owe art to. I'll show you what I have, and happily finish it, or start something new, or if needed give a refund. I just want to thank you all for being so patient. Last year was super hard, and though this year is MUCH better, it's still a challenge.
So! Without Further Adieu! VIDEOS!
Opening Piece
Jackalope Roulette
Ghostbusters ATS
I'm trying to get my shit together.
It's going...well..it's going.
On the 21st and 22nd I past my 5 year post op anniversaries. Wow. I seriously can't believe it's been 5 years already.
So, I am getting the 1st of 2 procedures to eventually burn my occipital nerves and thus NO MORE PAIN!
It was originally just one procedure but the Drs suck so I have to get a nerve block (shots) first on Tuesday the 28th
Then I can schedule the RFA (Radial Frequency Burn) Which I will have done at the surgical center, be put under IV sedation and then BIG needles go in the back of ma head and burn the FUCK out of my occipital nerve groupings (both sides)
I'm hoping to get that done on the 30th. Once I have recovered I can FINALLY get off of the pain medications, and take some herbal supplements that I couldn't before which will A-help clean up my liver from all the Tylenol, and B-help my OCD and anxiety things a bit. So I am expecting and hoping for good things after this procedure. (Some super secret special new will be announced on Christmas concerning future good stuff;))
Though, sadly yes, that means not much of a Halloween for me, BUT I DID have a supremely kick ass time at the Sugar Rush Dance Experiment FREAK SHOW on the 15th.
We even had our own 6ft something Dominatrix MC with riding crop. Oh yeah it was THAT kinda show.
I appeared as the Jackalope (Well half-a-lope actually, sans facial prosthetic, but still had ears and tail)
And I did a roulette piece.
Basically I go up on stage and the lovely ladies who run the event (Whom I danced with as part of the Sugar Rush Dance Syndicate) Have a list of random and weird songs that they just randomly pick from. So I don't know what I'll be dancing to until the music starts. I've attached that video because it was just too fucking perfect of a song and I had a BLAST!
I was on stage a total of 4 times.
Opening the show with the Syndicate
My Roulette Solo
Helping Sultan Fuego, the Human Blockhead bend a #3 Rebar (Yes we had actual freak show/side show performers, and a Gothic mermaid!)
And then closed out the show with my fellow dancers in an ATS piece to Ghostbusters.
All those fun videos can be found here.
So yeah! I sadly missed the flash mob, (Boo migraine) BUT I made up for it at Sugar Rush.
I am going to try like hell to get on here more. I miss doing art and talking to all of you. I am hoping to stream again, and add a actual camera of moi along with my drawing (Juindalo is setting it up for me)
SO things are rough, yeah, but I'm still keeping on keeping on ya know?
Once I am fully 100% squared away I will be getting out the Ol' Commissions folder and contacting those I still owe art to. I'll show you what I have, and happily finish it, or start something new, or if needed give a refund. I just want to thank you all for being so patient. Last year was super hard, and though this year is MUCH better, it's still a challenge.
So! Without Further Adieu! VIDEOS!
Opening Piece
Jackalope Roulette
Ghostbusters ATS
FA+

I do as well.
The first one I've had before, it kinda sucks, but it's basically just a big shot. The other one is newer, and if it works, I can get off ALL the pain medications I've been on for the last 5 years.
I'll be sure to keep everyone posted :)