I know i havent said anything to the public
11 years ago
I am dying from cancer in my brain as it so fars a slow death. My doctor said i have 80 out of 20 percent of living as long as i take the treatments but if i don't it will flip on me. I have been taking the treatments and so far i am in the clear. I haven't told anyone yet as i know the public doesn't care so why bother even sharing such info. Well i am sharing it and letting everyone know now. I only told 2 fur friends and it turns out my mom read my paper work from the hospital and now shes pissed at me. Again back to what i said Im sure the public doesn't care about it sense what i have done in the past. But i moved on what people think and posting this. I am going to enjoy what time i have and try my best to hang on as i want to stay alive. I have been drinking heavily as my doctor told me not to as i have been depressed and he said the booze can interfere with the treatment i have been taking. Im not do it on purpose i am really depressed and Im trying to cope with it as no one want me in the public. But anyways i decided to share this as people need to know.
NibblesDarkfold
~nibblesdarkfold
I don't know you dear, only in passing. My opinion for what is worth is here you need to choose to live, or let yourself go. You said you've been drinking and this could hinder your recovery, and you can control this. You need to find another outlet. We all go through bouts of depression some worse than others but we are the only ones who can change things for the better. Keep your chin up dear. You do have friends here.
XxHash_WolfxX
~xxhashwolfxx
OP
Tis is true i do have friends even tho its a small amount. I do want to live im not saying im giving up on life as it was how i was feeling. And true i do need to find another better outlet and heres the funny thing about what i have said so far. I have told some really close friends over here in cali and they say i don't know how to talk about it to you as im not the best person to come to with this and this is what i needed what u said as that is what i was looking for. As in what i was wanting to hear. I thank you for that you have opened my eyes dearly <3
NibblesDarkfold
~nibblesdarkfold
Sometimes all we need is a another point of view.
XxHash_WolfxX
~xxhashwolfxx
OP
I really mean it i thank you you have opened my eyes and not only that but my heart and self respect for myself <3
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