I can already tell what kind of day today is gonna be. I called last week to get my hours but todays was wrong, ended up gettin up at 4am goin in at 5am took til 6am for the other manager to come in and realize I wasnt supposed to be there and alittle bit after to tell me I should call someone because they'll need me tonight.

My moms still arguing with her useless boyfriend today, dunno why four years he ain't gonna change. He dont wanna help, but he wants help. Yeah funny how that works.

Lovely time im havin on the day my cat died. ‹_‹ I decided to light the free incense I got for today since I don't have an non-ornamental candles. Can't go visit her. Can't talk about it... we never really do. We never talk about how I feel.