I've officially completely lost all inspiration for art, I try drawing my characters but they seem devoid of life and nothing more than puppets to be molded to my liking, they don't feel as vibrant as they used to. Maybe I'm just crazy, or maybe it's that craziness that killed their souls. And my technique at any media is lacking even after 8 years, and even constant practicing doesn't help anymore, it just frustrates me. As much as art is an escape and a mood changer at times, it more often than not depresses me and infuriates me over time.

Maybe I should just give it up, I've said it many times before but maybe I should let better people get the spotlight instead of me. Mental illness killed off my characters and my art, maybe I should move on.