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11 years ago
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Well i thought it was time for a new journal, other was getting old. . and now to the point..
First off. Something i just realized i been here for almost 4 years now and it sure dont feel like it. But i can be happy to say the time i spent here has helped me in my life a lot, in that meeting some really good people and a couple in particular that have helped me greatly.. To a point i wonder if i would still be here if not for them. They helped me change a lot, although i still got a lot more change i need to to make to be free of my past. Mostly.....
A big accomplishment for me is i not felt suicidal in just a little over a year now. And is thanks to two that helped me realize life worth living and always there when i need to talk, and need a kick in the butt cause im not completely there yet.
They helped me me learn to accept and like who i am..
Anyway to wrap up my rambling, i just wanna say thanks to the ones that have been kind to me. And especially to those who chose to be some of my best and only friends i really ever had.. *HUGS* Soo. Thanks..
Now it time to focus on myself and my own life, now that i feel like i actually belong and deserve to to be in the world....
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Here is just some random music, rather varied but something for everyone i guess..
Find Yourself - Brad Paisley
http://youtu.be/47ijszjjzDs
Here I Am - Bryan Adams
http://youtu.be/zAMllDA9glg
Mad World - Tears For Fears
http://youtu.be/SFsHSHE-iJQ
Midnight City - M83
http://youtu.be/dX3k_QDnzHE
Push The Limits - Enigma
http://youtu.be/k1ktapNmi-s
Adiemus - Karl Jenkins
http://youtu.be/0PpbYJyWBMU
Cathar Rhythm - Era
http://youtu.be/obUqLOme52k
Misere Mani - Era
http://youtu.be/BgpXMA_M98o
Lady of the Lake - Diane & David Arkenstone
http://youtu.be/Ix3JO08eXq8
On My Way - Phil Collins
http://youtu.be/8o8nZ_dZOC0
Acquiring Satellites - David Arkenstone
http://youtu.be/13eoMZ72HvI
And since we all Furries.. I like how it feels
http://youtu.be/qcFybw4mSOk
First off. Something i just realized i been here for almost 4 years now and it sure dont feel like it. But i can be happy to say the time i spent here has helped me in my life a lot, in that meeting some really good people and a couple in particular that have helped me greatly.. To a point i wonder if i would still be here if not for them. They helped me change a lot, although i still got a lot more change i need to to make to be free of my past. Mostly.....
A big accomplishment for me is i not felt suicidal in just a little over a year now. And is thanks to two that helped me realize life worth living and always there when i need to talk, and need a kick in the butt cause im not completely there yet.
They helped me me learn to accept and like who i am..
Anyway to wrap up my rambling, i just wanna say thanks to the ones that have been kind to me. And especially to those who chose to be some of my best and only friends i really ever had.. *HUGS* Soo. Thanks..
Now it time to focus on myself and my own life, now that i feel like i actually belong and deserve to to be in the world....
_______________________________________________________________________________________________
Here is just some random music, rather varied but something for everyone i guess..
Find Yourself - Brad Paisley
http://youtu.be/47ijszjjzDs
Here I Am - Bryan Adams
http://youtu.be/zAMllDA9glg
Mad World - Tears For Fears
http://youtu.be/SFsHSHE-iJQ
Midnight City - M83
http://youtu.be/dX3k_QDnzHE
Push The Limits - Enigma
http://youtu.be/k1ktapNmi-s
Adiemus - Karl Jenkins
http://youtu.be/0PpbYJyWBMU
Cathar Rhythm - Era
http://youtu.be/obUqLOme52k
Misere Mani - Era
http://youtu.be/BgpXMA_M98o
Lady of the Lake - Diane & David Arkenstone
http://youtu.be/Ix3JO08eXq8
On My Way - Phil Collins
http://youtu.be/8o8nZ_dZOC0
Acquiring Satellites - David Arkenstone
http://youtu.be/13eoMZ72HvI
And since we all Furries.. I like how it feels
http://youtu.be/qcFybw4mSOk
Keep that in mind! Please keep that in mind!
Ummmm yeah! So there you go!
I was running around on that human infested Facebook this morning. .......
Some lady with the same name as "Mrs England's daughter, said something very important to YOU!
You've been told by someone else many times before!
But nevermind all that!
I'm glad you're starting to live your life and slowly taking steps to become more involved in life, rather than just living in the shadows, watching it pass you by! You're right to live comfortably and peacefully is just as valid as anybody else's! for as long you and others wanna live right and do good! The people who do wrong to you and others, shall not prosper!
I'm glad you're suicidal thoughts are starting to fade! *hugs* i'm glad you posted this journal as this may give others hope and encouragement and the stronger will to live on!
I can't believe you know David arkenstones' music!
Lady of the lake: Excalibur! Return it at once!
King Arthur: that's why I put in a cassette and push play!