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Feed an artist to Christmas, The Reindeer Revolution!
10 years ago
The Rantings of an Art Crazed Chow, Second verse, same as the first.
**** Warning, Holiday depression rant ahead, Run while you still can, in other words, reading is not required! ****
*** Rant Starts Here! ***
Yep, the title would make a good piece of art, but nope ain't going to happen.
Lately, nothing is happening art-wise. I think it has been two years since I last posted
anything anywhere. Within those two years a lot happened to me, family members and
ancient friends dropping like flies, losing a job I had for over 14 years, eviction, two attempted
suicides, homelessness, a girlfriend who decided to turn our relationship into one of dependency
and platonic love with no intimacy whatsoever, having to live with said girlfriend with no chance
of leaving her for somebody better, and to add insult to injury, working a part-time job which does
not pay much, just prolonging the agony.
So you can see, not much incentive to do art and I am getting the feeling I may never pick up
another pencil again. The good news is that I am still alive, I got ideas, and that is just about
it. Let's face it, I'm getting way too old to try and live a life where I am only bound to what
limitations I have.
I guess that is all I can muster. The only thing I can still do is admire the art here on FA and a few
other sites and hope my inspiration returns to me. If anything, I have no-one to impress, no reason
for creativity.
Now as for that Reindeer Revolution, it still sounds like a good idea, I might draw it, or I might just
pass it on to somebody else with more talent to bring it to life. Only time will tell and from what I am
feeling, time might be short. Anyway, you all enjoy your holidays, Happy Hanukkah, Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanza, and Festivus for the Rest of us, oh yes, Happy Winter Solstices.
*** Rant Starts Here! ***
Yep, the title would make a good piece of art, but nope ain't going to happen.
Lately, nothing is happening art-wise. I think it has been two years since I last posted
anything anywhere. Within those two years a lot happened to me, family members and
ancient friends dropping like flies, losing a job I had for over 14 years, eviction, two attempted
suicides, homelessness, a girlfriend who decided to turn our relationship into one of dependency
and platonic love with no intimacy whatsoever, having to live with said girlfriend with no chance
of leaving her for somebody better, and to add insult to injury, working a part-time job which does
not pay much, just prolonging the agony.
So you can see, not much incentive to do art and I am getting the feeling I may never pick up
another pencil again. The good news is that I am still alive, I got ideas, and that is just about
it. Let's face it, I'm getting way too old to try and live a life where I am only bound to what
limitations I have.
I guess that is all I can muster. The only thing I can still do is admire the art here on FA and a few
other sites and hope my inspiration returns to me. If anything, I have no-one to impress, no reason
for creativity.
Now as for that Reindeer Revolution, it still sounds like a good idea, I might draw it, or I might just
pass it on to somebody else with more talent to bring it to life. Only time will tell and from what I am
feeling, time might be short. Anyway, you all enjoy your holidays, Happy Hanukkah, Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanza, and Festivus for the Rest of us, oh yes, Happy Winter Solstices.
What is this Reindeer Revolution?