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8 years ago
The Rantings of an Art Crazed Chow, Second verse, same as the first.
Yep, it's been awhile now since I wrote a journal and I have been thinking if I should start up this art thing. I'm getting older so I think it means I'm not craving much attention anymore. Although I am not happy with the level of skill I am currently at, trying to decide if improvement is needed or should I even bother.
I living situation has not changed, still living with my so-called girlfriend, supporting her needs while having my needs neglected, but hey, one of the trade-offs of getting older, lack of interest from the partner so settling down to just existing, after all, who needs sex anyway.
I have not picked up a pencil in several years, don't know where to start, no fresh ideas, no incentive, no duh. I think I will just settle on being a watcher and enjoy the show. Have fun folks.
I living situation has not changed, still living with my so-called girlfriend, supporting her needs while having my needs neglected, but hey, one of the trade-offs of getting older, lack of interest from the partner so settling down to just existing, after all, who needs sex anyway.
I have not picked up a pencil in several years, don't know where to start, no fresh ideas, no incentive, no duh. I think I will just settle on being a watcher and enjoy the show. Have fun folks.
peterabnny
~peterabnny
Doesn't sound like a very healthy situation, but hey - only you can make a change for yourself. Still, glad to hear from you again even if the news isn't the best.
dsand101
~dsand101
OP
Thanks, for a moment there I though this journal was lost in the ether. I see things are going well with you.
peterabnny
~peterabnny
Well enough, I suppose. Better than some, worse than others. Art-wise I seem to have fallen off a cliff and fallen to the canyon floor beyond, but I guess such is what happens when A) you have a life outside FA, and B) said old life ends and you're working to build a whole new one in its place. Where it all leads I have no idea. I guess I just have to be open to new experiences and be ready to evolve.
