About Me
11 years ago
First off, you'll notice my gender is marked as Genderfluid, it means I don't hold my gender to the binary norm. Yes, I was born with a female body, but really, most of the time I'm male. I would appreciate if you refer to me with male pronouns. genderfluid is different from being trans, I don't want to change my genitals. I feel my 'junk' doesn't matter and isn't important where my gender comes into play. You don't like it, or need someone to hold your hand and explain it all better? I'm not your person for that.
Thanks to
endlesssmile I've learned what my sexuality is. I'm a pan-romantic aesexual. To some, sex is the epitome of intimacy between two people. It is spiritual, magical... Not really for me. I have other ways to feel that one-ness with a partner and if, if I want sex, I'm more comfortable being the top/'guy'. But Hadrian, how do you get any pleasure out of that? It's hard to explain, but it works. It does. If I can get body reactions and sounds that tell me I'm doing things right, it does 'it' for me. I simply don't enjoy sex. It makes me feel sick inside or actually makes me sick. The past is fun like that.
So, not really into sex, why do you have sexual art and why do you rp naughty stuff with some people? Well, it's fun, or amusing. That's mostly it. I get adult oriented art because I can. I'm an adult, after all.
I do have kinks/fetishes. Most are nonsexual though.
Like I am a leather puppy. I have a leather hood and have a furred tail that attaches to mypants. I put on my kneepads and eventually will have protective fist mitts and I get down on all fours and pretty much act like a regular dog. Bark, fetch, eat and drink from a bowl on the floor. I'm big into roleplaying type things, so being a leather pet is up my alley. But, but you've heard that pet play involves beastiality? Well, it involves that shit as much as the furry fandom does. Do you put on a fursuit to rape an animal? I don't. I don't don my leather pup gear to do anything nude or 'adult'. Frankly, sexual shit while I'm in pup-space freaks me out.I'm pretty much in the headspace of real/feral dog. to me wanting something adult from a real dog is just...no.
I like a bit of pain, like being flogged and whipped with a riding crop, bitten and candle wax. I'm willing to try other kinds of impact play, but low grade. I prefer the big, thumpy toys to the sting. My thing is more the 'pat on the back' type stuff. This sort of play can help me release my emotions, especially when I really need a good cry! Except the wax, that's just fun, there's special candles so you can't damage yourself forever, it's some cool shit.
I like rope bondage, sometimes leather strap type bondage. Now, not everyone gets to tie me up all helpless. Just certain people I know will keep me safe.
Some day, I'll find a buddy who will learn some things with me. I want to learn fancy rope bondage and shibari. I want to learn to properly flog someone, but I have to learn to do it by touch and knowledge of where i should be at. One day, sooner than I want, i'll be totally blind. I want to be able to do mean things to people who enjoy it.
I'm a switch, but right now what I desire most is to have an owner. There's someone special to my heart, who will always have the choice to pick up my leash and hold it tight, she never has to let go. She knows who she is. I've known her for years, eight, maybe ten? Forever, is what it feels like. Even if I thought I'd found my perfect owner, if she dangles a collar in my direction, I'd drop everything for her.
I would love a partner, but someone who understands me and doesn't need sex. Someone who wants to go on dates, snuggle and cuddle. Watch tv, play games,hang out, do nothing! Going places is great too, but if you can do nothing with someone and it's still a great day, yeah. That's the bee's knees in my book! Just, love me for the crazy ass bitch I am!
Oh yeah, in my mind is a bit of the devil. Some of the stuff I rp can turn pretty dark, I love delving into the blackest parts of my mind and playing out the darkness I find. I love gore, fear, pain. Things I'd never do IRL come out in art and rp games. My favorite porn here to find involves rape and gore. Predatory creature hurting and raping a prey type critter? That my cup of tea right there! So far, Teacup and Squak are my evil characters and will embody that darkness that hides in me. They're cold, heartless killers.My stories can get pretty far out there at times. I grew up on old school horror and love it.
Hadrian and Thorne will only ever be drawn adult/naughty with my own characters, even if it is the other gender of themselves. There's also one other person who can have adult art of them done with their own fursona or character, that's
When I find a partner,they will then be whom I get naughties done of with me.
Squak will only have art done of her with Samwise, belonging to
and random, made up characters. She has a lust for blood and of course,a thing for Samwise, she'd rather have him alive.
Tyler and Jackie will only be done together.
Leiden, WildMoon, Teacup, Davey are strictly nonsexual characters. Leiden and Teacup will have art drawn of them depicting much violence and evilness, but no yiffy/sexual junk.
I have a kitsune male and a stallion character I'm working on, the kitsune will be pretty much a little slut who needs to be leashed and trained, the stallion is already 'leashed'. He's got someone to hold his reins. I'll edit whenever I feel like it. -yawns-
Thanks to
endlesssmile I've learned what my sexuality is. I'm a pan-romantic aesexual. To some, sex is the epitome of intimacy between two people. It is spiritual, magical... Not really for me. I have other ways to feel that one-ness with a partner and if, if I want sex, I'm more comfortable being the top/'guy'. But Hadrian, how do you get any pleasure out of that? It's hard to explain, but it works. It does. If I can get body reactions and sounds that tell me I'm doing things right, it does 'it' for me. I simply don't enjoy sex. It makes me feel sick inside or actually makes me sick. The past is fun like that.So, not really into sex, why do you have sexual art and why do you rp naughty stuff with some people? Well, it's fun, or amusing. That's mostly it. I get adult oriented art because I can. I'm an adult, after all.
I do have kinks/fetishes. Most are nonsexual though.
Like I am a leather puppy. I have a leather hood and have a furred tail that attaches to mypants. I put on my kneepads and eventually will have protective fist mitts and I get down on all fours and pretty much act like a regular dog. Bark, fetch, eat and drink from a bowl on the floor. I'm big into roleplaying type things, so being a leather pet is up my alley. But, but you've heard that pet play involves beastiality? Well, it involves that shit as much as the furry fandom does. Do you put on a fursuit to rape an animal? I don't. I don't don my leather pup gear to do anything nude or 'adult'. Frankly, sexual shit while I'm in pup-space freaks me out.I'm pretty much in the headspace of real/feral dog. to me wanting something adult from a real dog is just...no.
I like a bit of pain, like being flogged and whipped with a riding crop, bitten and candle wax. I'm willing to try other kinds of impact play, but low grade. I prefer the big, thumpy toys to the sting. My thing is more the 'pat on the back' type stuff. This sort of play can help me release my emotions, especially when I really need a good cry! Except the wax, that's just fun, there's special candles so you can't damage yourself forever, it's some cool shit.
I like rope bondage, sometimes leather strap type bondage. Now, not everyone gets to tie me up all helpless. Just certain people I know will keep me safe.
Some day, I'll find a buddy who will learn some things with me. I want to learn fancy rope bondage and shibari. I want to learn to properly flog someone, but I have to learn to do it by touch and knowledge of where i should be at. One day, sooner than I want, i'll be totally blind. I want to be able to do mean things to people who enjoy it.
I'm a switch, but right now what I desire most is to have an owner. There's someone special to my heart, who will always have the choice to pick up my leash and hold it tight, she never has to let go. She knows who she is. I've known her for years, eight, maybe ten? Forever, is what it feels like. Even if I thought I'd found my perfect owner, if she dangles a collar in my direction, I'd drop everything for her.
I would love a partner, but someone who understands me and doesn't need sex. Someone who wants to go on dates, snuggle and cuddle. Watch tv, play games,hang out, do nothing! Going places is great too, but if you can do nothing with someone and it's still a great day, yeah. That's the bee's knees in my book! Just, love me for the crazy ass bitch I am!
Oh yeah, in my mind is a bit of the devil. Some of the stuff I rp can turn pretty dark, I love delving into the blackest parts of my mind and playing out the darkness I find. I love gore, fear, pain. Things I'd never do IRL come out in art and rp games. My favorite porn here to find involves rape and gore. Predatory creature hurting and raping a prey type critter? That my cup of tea right there! So far, Teacup and Squak are my evil characters and will embody that darkness that hides in me. They're cold, heartless killers.My stories can get pretty far out there at times. I grew up on old school horror and love it.
Hadrian and Thorne will only ever be drawn adult/naughty with my own characters, even if it is the other gender of themselves. There's also one other person who can have adult art of them done with their own fursona or character, that's

When I find a partner,they will then be whom I get naughties done of with me.
Squak will only have art done of her with Samwise, belonging to
and random, made up characters. She has a lust for blood and of course,a thing for Samwise, she'd rather have him alive.Tyler and Jackie will only be done together.
Leiden, WildMoon, Teacup, Davey are strictly nonsexual characters. Leiden and Teacup will have art drawn of them depicting much violence and evilness, but no yiffy/sexual junk.
I have a kitsune male and a stallion character I'm working on, the kitsune will be pretty much a little slut who needs to be leashed and trained, the stallion is already 'leashed'. He's got someone to hold his reins. I'll edit whenever I feel like it. -yawns-
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