Welp... Remind me to find a box and stuff my emotions in them. I can't stand showing emotions, mainly because I am not good at keeping them in check and end up letting them go too far. I've had bad incidents in the past where I let my emotions run rampant, and ended up quitting my job just because of a sour mood. So I usually try to keep my emotions hidden, at least just with a happy face. And instead, I allowed myself to break down. Usually, I try to do this in my room, or somewhere where no one can see... instead I had someone next to me see me break down. Even though he said it was okay, I still hate showing emotions. Why can't I just be an Emotion Lord and spread five-hundred chocolate puppies around instead? Or just have inter-dimensional teleportation powers and go to a different realm and shift my sadness into anger as I crush enemy demons? Why must the mudane world treat me so cruel?!?!? On the upbeat... enjoy the only good Christmas song I know... (Carol of the Bells by Trans-Siberian Orchestra)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vNcGlM8O3I