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Time off and 30?!
11 years ago
Hurray, I've finally managed to get some time off from work.
As quite a few of you know, I work full time on the CSD in a hypermarket (No its not a supermarket for hyper furs.) Its pretty stressful, especially around Christmas, and January cause everyone brings stuff back ¬_¬
Anyway, cause of all the stress, and a lot of previous years problems, January is pretty much my worst month. Especially as it has my birthday in it.
"You should be happy, you survived another year!"
I'm told this a lot. Oh joy. Lets celebrate me being one year closer to being dead. *Rage.*
Look, for those of you who have read this, Let me tell you why I hate my birthdays. Just before my 16th birthday, my mum pretty much lost control of her mental functions. There is no describing the terror and hopelessness at seeing that happen to a member of your close family. I was forced to take over running the bills, managing the house and looking after both my mother and brother. (My father I've seen maybe twice since my 4th birthday, and I'd rather not see him ever again) So every time my birthday gets close, I panic and freak out about it because all it reminds me of is how useless and pathetic I can be.
This year is a big one. I'm going to be thirty (Urgh, I feel so old) on the 24th, so I'm stressing out a lot. I don't mean to take it out on anyone, and I apologise if I do.
Anyway, I'm sorry for venting guys.
As quite a few of you know, I work full time on the CSD in a hypermarket (No its not a supermarket for hyper furs.) Its pretty stressful, especially around Christmas, and January cause everyone brings stuff back ¬_¬
Anyway, cause of all the stress, and a lot of previous years problems, January is pretty much my worst month. Especially as it has my birthday in it.
"You should be happy, you survived another year!"
I'm told this a lot. Oh joy. Lets celebrate me being one year closer to being dead. *Rage.*
Look, for those of you who have read this, Let me tell you why I hate my birthdays. Just before my 16th birthday, my mum pretty much lost control of her mental functions. There is no describing the terror and hopelessness at seeing that happen to a member of your close family. I was forced to take over running the bills, managing the house and looking after both my mother and brother. (My father I've seen maybe twice since my 4th birthday, and I'd rather not see him ever again) So every time my birthday gets close, I panic and freak out about it because all it reminds me of is how useless and pathetic I can be.
This year is a big one. I'm going to be thirty (Urgh, I feel so old) on the 24th, so I'm stressing out a lot. I don't mean to take it out on anyone, and I apologise if I do.
Anyway, I'm sorry for venting guys.
kingdomsavior
~kingdomsavior
Pfft, not that old.
Lupi
~lupusglaciesthewolf
My birthday is on 24th of January as well x3.
