You know I have always said that there's no use in reliving the past but I've come to learn that sometimes it's hard to let it go. The even that happened two years ago still hurts me every once in a while. I mean you spend time with this person and say that you both are great friends and have feelings for each then suddenly he changes his mind decides he is not attracted to guys. OK that's understandable but don't say that we will always be friends and completely stop talking to me, hell I'm not stupid, I Texted one day and no reply... Excuse? Didn't pay my phone bill... When you called a phone that's not in service it's not going to ring or take you to voicemail I mean really? Now he is afraid to talk to me when all I ever showed was support understanding and compassion but you know I have a tight circle of friends who I can depend on and that's all that matters. I will never live in fear I will never doubt who I am and what I am. I am Alaster. I'm a Fox, and I am unique, and proud of it and if anyone wants to say otherwise say otherwise to my face.