As some of you have noticed on my homepage, I'm a bit into the babyfur thing. Infantilism and regression has always had a special appeal to me because of it's ability to provide a unique environment where the mind can trick itself into not worrying about big-girl things like taxes, uni, or even when you need to go potty. The sense of relief and delight I get just thinking about it during brief moments is superb.

My problem is that I have no opportunity to do it! Aside from the occasional bag of adult diapers I buy on a binge from the drugstore, I really don't have any way to express this. I have been trying to get into the kink community in an attempt to find myself a mommy/daddy to play with, by my mate forbids it on the (perfectly rational) grounds that it's too intimate. I still have RP, but nobody wants to do an babyfur role play with me.

I duno, maybe I'm just ranting, but it really bums me out that I don't have any way to get into little headspace for more than a minute by myself. Any advice?