My Absence.
16 years ago
The Rantings of an Art Crazed Chow, Second verse, same as the first.
If anyone noticed, oh I doubt it. Anyway, things have been busy for me lately, too busy for me to do art, make proper faves and comments, yadda yadda. I hate to think my interest here is slowly slipping away, torn between thinking I'm not welcomed here or thinking that with so many artists here, I'm just lost in the background noise.
It almost feels like the same situation which caused me to go into a two year lapse between doing art and interacting on the internet. Odd, I don't think I need a break yet and in the case of doing artwork, I'm not stressed out yet, just a little listless. I'm going to give myself another week, if things slow down in RL and I get the itch to resume art, then I will by all means, if things slow down in RL and for some odd reason I don't feel like doing art, then I might consider a break that might last for about a year or two. Whichever way I'm trying so hard not to get bummed out over this. Oh well, later folks.
It almost feels like the same situation which caused me to go into a two year lapse between doing art and interacting on the internet. Odd, I don't think I need a break yet and in the case of doing artwork, I'm not stressed out yet, just a little listless. I'm going to give myself another week, if things slow down in RL and I get the itch to resume art, then I will by all means, if things slow down in RL and for some odd reason I don't feel like doing art, then I might consider a break that might last for about a year or two. Whichever way I'm trying so hard not to get bummed out over this. Oh well, later folks.
too bad to read that you have a hard time with your life.. hope you get things in control soon ^w^
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