Recently my sister has gotten in touch with another one of our neaces from Newfoundland. I havent gotan a chance to talk to her myself, but my sister told me our neace said our father gets really upset when hes sees an Ontario area code on his phone and its not us he crys and gets realy mopy for a while.

Its bin 9 years scince I last spoke with him. He had stoped calling even though out phone number remained the same. It hurts so much but I know it must have ben at the cause of my mother. She was always an unstable woman befor metapause hit. I'v wanted to see him for so long. That is untill I found out some very disturbing news about his past. I wont get into it but I can't forgive him, but the guilt for not trying to contact him and the what should have bin obvious trickary of my mother is killing me.