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Not dead. Nervous.
10 years ago
Bit 'o venting cause I need it.
Long story short, for pass few months I've been acting un-officially as assistant manager at work, and without any problem either. Thusday, i've been promoted to the spot (it's like yay!) but now my brain, just for... no reasons, decided to make me go very very anxious about it. Stupid like that. No reason at all. Worst of it, I've never been this nervous/scared/whatever in my life - past friday, worst day of my life. And I had my share at scary things in the last few years. Nearly get hands chopped off brain goes "meh", nearly crash car "tomorrow you won't remember", heart strokes "ok, scary, now go sleep and in a few we will joke about it" . Get promoted to something you already been doing "NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE".
Anyway, I got a 30-day trial/probation period, so I have time to get over it or go back to my previous position if things does not go better. Now I just got thru a 10-hour shift and hardly got sleep in the last 3 days so I should do that.
Long story short, for pass few months I've been acting un-officially as assistant manager at work, and without any problem either. Thusday, i've been promoted to the spot (it's like yay!) but now my brain, just for... no reasons, decided to make me go very very anxious about it. Stupid like that. No reason at all. Worst of it, I've never been this nervous/scared/whatever in my life - past friday, worst day of my life. And I had my share at scary things in the last few years. Nearly get hands chopped off brain goes "meh", nearly crash car "tomorrow you won't remember", heart strokes "ok, scary, now go sleep and in a few we will joke about it" . Get promoted to something you already been doing "NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE".
Anyway, I got a 30-day trial/probation period, so I have time to get over it or go back to my previous position if things does not go better. Now I just got thru a 10-hour shift and hardly got sleep in the last 3 days so I should do that.
