It's pretty much that right now.

Fear (as much as distractions and other personal frailties) is what is keeping me from moving forward. I realize that I want to be good at a lot of things, but that's what's holding me back.

I feel excited about taking on a new challenge, but when or if it's too great, I cave. When you see so many advancing ahead of you, you begin to wonder "What's the point of even trying?" and give up. Every day seems like a struggle, and I don't know what to do about it.

It's not great when everyone's running ahead of you, and you have yet to get off the starting block.