Don't mind me, just venting some feelings. Also since a lot of folks mistake some of my actions during rough times, this will help you understand why and who I am. Don't worry though I'll be fine.


What hides beneath

I put on a smile, but I hide behind pain
You laugh, and I laugh, but it's not the same

When most frown, or cry out in tears
I've put on my mask throughout all these years

I've grown, I've learned, I've fallen apart
I've loved, I've lived, I've given my heart

I've suffered, I've hurt, I've been pushed aside
Though all of these feelings I keep deep inside

I might not show it, but just know it's there
It's my pain to keep, its my pain to bare

Though life goes on, one day at a time
Have I really move forward, or just left behind

What hides beneath is a broken heart
Never to be whole, with its missing parts

As I grow older I try not to Care
But when ever you need me, ill be right there

The more pain you have, the more love you give
That's how I cope, that's how I live

So happy or not, ill give all I got
Never remembered, but never forgot.