;w; sometimes I don't know why I even bother.

I have been really really really really really really depressed lately
Like more than usual. I honestly don't know why I even bother
I have someone so many who love, adore, cherish me etc.
Yet I feel so alone. I'm sorry to my mate's for that but
It's the truth. I love you all so much but I feel alone.
It is hard to explain I guess.

Somthing in me is changing I know it and you do too

Much has happened since November. And now I really really need to think

Just know that I love you all so much.