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A second journal in the SAME MONTH!?
10 years ago
INSANITY! I KNOW, RIGHT!?
In any case...
Good news? I still have a JOB!
Bad news? I still have to work with this one girl who's a pissant... 2... I think I might have a little girl who might be taking me for a father figure... or at least a really really good buddy... I feel awkward...
Thing is: like most people, particularly young kids ages 5-12, they LOVE getting hugs and getting picked up and twirled around like the little kiddies that they are, and enjoy being pulled up into the air, the feeling of freedom and joy it gives them, usually... I ADORE this child, who comes in with her mother, gets whatever soda she wants, is allowed and enabled to play whatever, and well... I only just found out the other night, that her father died just in January... and his would-have-been birthday is... soon... I feel so horrible about hearing that... that he had died, and that his birthday and all would have been soon... I would NEVER do anything sexual to a child, EVER... but by God, this child needs a new father figure, a GOOD buddy, and well... maybe someone who can talk to the mother about certain things that she needs to know... Still... would be nice to maybe have some help in the matter... would be nice to maybe have some help in the matter... I am... not the best person to help with a child... despite letting her play on the 3DS and play with all the cute pokemon on it... Might save up enough for her to get her own, and maybe get a few games...? Her mother is FAR from the worst mother, and if anything ever happens to this little girl... I will hunt down any motherfuckers who harms her in any way... Jail/prison be damned, I'll go Liam Neeson on whoevers' asses I need to kill...
In any case... I want to help her get through the loss of her father, and help the mother with whatever issues she may have on the matter.
If anybody lives in the D/FW area wants to pop on by every few evenings, I work every night, nearly, and there ARE computers, and there is wifi access, and outlets all over the place, although the drinks and food might be a bit... limited, unless you're fluent in Vietnamese and know what to ask for, might be able to help this girl and her family through their loss, and keep her out of trouble, harm's way, and bring a new aspect to the place: safety beyond just me, and a couple of other people...
If you're in the D/FW area of Texas, and want to drop by whenever you want, note me and well... not sure I want to publicize everything just yet... CPS is usually a bitch and would do more harm than good at this point, and some of the police in the area aren't very keen on keeping places like my workplace open at all... despite them bringing in PLENTY of taxes... bunch of nit-picking pigs that this group of officers are... ANYWAYS, I'll note you information IF you're in the area and want to drop by and learn about the place a bit...
In any case...
Good news? I still have a JOB!
Bad news? I still have to work with this one girl who's a pissant... 2... I think I might have a little girl who might be taking me for a father figure... or at least a really really good buddy... I feel awkward...
Thing is: like most people, particularly young kids ages 5-12, they LOVE getting hugs and getting picked up and twirled around like the little kiddies that they are, and enjoy being pulled up into the air, the feeling of freedom and joy it gives them, usually... I ADORE this child, who comes in with her mother, gets whatever soda she wants, is allowed and enabled to play whatever, and well... I only just found out the other night, that her father died just in January... and his would-have-been birthday is... soon... I feel so horrible about hearing that... that he had died, and that his birthday and all would have been soon... I would NEVER do anything sexual to a child, EVER... but by God, this child needs a new father figure, a GOOD buddy, and well... maybe someone who can talk to the mother about certain things that she needs to know... Still... would be nice to maybe have some help in the matter... would be nice to maybe have some help in the matter... I am... not the best person to help with a child... despite letting her play on the 3DS and play with all the cute pokemon on it... Might save up enough for her to get her own, and maybe get a few games...? Her mother is FAR from the worst mother, and if anything ever happens to this little girl... I will hunt down any motherfuckers who harms her in any way... Jail/prison be damned, I'll go Liam Neeson on whoevers' asses I need to kill...
In any case... I want to help her get through the loss of her father, and help the mother with whatever issues she may have on the matter.
If anybody lives in the D/FW area wants to pop on by every few evenings, I work every night, nearly, and there ARE computers, and there is wifi access, and outlets all over the place, although the drinks and food might be a bit... limited, unless you're fluent in Vietnamese and know what to ask for, might be able to help this girl and her family through their loss, and keep her out of trouble, harm's way, and bring a new aspect to the place: safety beyond just me, and a couple of other people...
If you're in the D/FW area of Texas, and want to drop by whenever you want, note me and well... not sure I want to publicize everything just yet... CPS is usually a bitch and would do more harm than good at this point, and some of the police in the area aren't very keen on keeping places like my workplace open at all... despite them bringing in PLENTY of taxes... bunch of nit-picking pigs that this group of officers are... ANYWAYS, I'll note you information IF you're in the area and want to drop by and learn about the place a bit...
