Happy birthday to me!
10 years ago
Im now 23. Yay...
Can't believe that I survived this long.... Its almost ... scary. My father was told by a monk that I will not survive before I was 20. That monk didn't know I exist, and at that time... I seriously was suicidal. I felt lonely and scared. So it made everything seem too real... like it would come true. Luckily I was too chicken shit to really complete the deed and not exist now.
So many rough things has happened since I was a child. And while I blocked out the details, I still know what happened.
Which, It makes me happy to say, I don't -want- anything for my birthday. I am simply happy for what I have and would more than often hunt out what I want on my own.
The only thing I -do- want, is a picture of me with my lion and family together
Can't believe that I survived this long.... Its almost ... scary. My father was told by a monk that I will not survive before I was 20. That monk didn't know I exist, and at that time... I seriously was suicidal. I felt lonely and scared. So it made everything seem too real... like it would come true. Luckily I was too chicken shit to really complete the deed and not exist now.
So many rough things has happened since I was a child. And while I blocked out the details, I still know what happened.
Which, It makes me happy to say, I don't -want- anything for my birthday. I am simply happy for what I have and would more than often hunt out what I want on my own.
The only thing I -do- want, is a picture of me with my lion and family together
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Glad you're still with us and happy belated birthday. :3