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I've not been here for a while..
9 years ago
With good reason, too.
I needed to take my mind off of things, which helped a lot. I still need to submit things on both accounts, but I haven't felt up to it because too much was on my mind
I detached myself from Ranna, and everything connected to her, and returned to my original 'sona, Des. It might hurt a lot of people, but with her gone, the usual things about her that is connected to me is gone. Her moon, her sun, her star. Gone. It wasn't easy, but its gone, and now I am able to focus on new interests and tastes. Try out new things. I've gained new friends and focused on them while I healed, and it helped. In a bit of time, You will see that I will change my character icons TO Des, and just leave Ranna behind. Truth be told... I stopped feeling like Ranna for quite a while. I've tried changing her up, making her feel like me.. .but in the end, she wasn't me.. It seems like I stopped connecting with her that it was just hard to keep her afloat. Ranna would smile, and be happy, but she always had that hidden sadness every time I drawn her. With Des, I was able to be her. Puppy-like and always causing trouble/havoc among her friends.
If you are on my skype and notice that I am online more often, instead of being invisible, but you see that I don't respond much... its because I still don't know how to respond so much. I can only respond if I know what I can say, or if I can spare the time to really talk. A few of you would poke me even if I am invisible, some already knows that I will see what you want to show me. But I am not good with small talk. On top of that. I am usually in a call with my group or one of my friends. I tend to focus on them.
I got a project coming up. I will be making a Undertale comic that will be voiced by a good friend of mine who voices Grillby in the tumblies. Right now we are working on the script and seeing if we might need any extra help in voicing them.
Other than that, I am sorry for still being in my slump. Things are looking up for me, but I still got a few stragglers in depression. You are free to nag at me if you need to
I needed to take my mind off of things, which helped a lot. I still need to submit things on both accounts, but I haven't felt up to it because too much was on my mind
I detached myself from Ranna, and everything connected to her, and returned to my original 'sona, Des. It might hurt a lot of people, but with her gone, the usual things about her that is connected to me is gone. Her moon, her sun, her star. Gone. It wasn't easy, but its gone, and now I am able to focus on new interests and tastes. Try out new things. I've gained new friends and focused on them while I healed, and it helped. In a bit of time, You will see that I will change my character icons TO Des, and just leave Ranna behind. Truth be told... I stopped feeling like Ranna for quite a while. I've tried changing her up, making her feel like me.. .but in the end, she wasn't me.. It seems like I stopped connecting with her that it was just hard to keep her afloat. Ranna would smile, and be happy, but she always had that hidden sadness every time I drawn her. With Des, I was able to be her. Puppy-like and always causing trouble/havoc among her friends.
If you are on my skype and notice that I am online more often, instead of being invisible, but you see that I don't respond much... its because I still don't know how to respond so much. I can only respond if I know what I can say, or if I can spare the time to really talk. A few of you would poke me even if I am invisible, some already knows that I will see what you want to show me. But I am not good with small talk. On top of that. I am usually in a call with my group or one of my friends. I tend to focus on them.
I got a project coming up. I will be making a Undertale comic that will be voiced by a good friend of mine who voices Grillby in the tumblies. Right now we are working on the script and seeing if we might need any extra help in voicing them.
Other than that, I am sorry for still being in my slump. Things are looking up for me, but I still got a few stragglers in depression. You are free to nag at me if you need to
As for Ranna, while I will be sorry to see her go, it's far more important that you do what you feel is most comfortable for you and that you do what makes you happy. Whatever character you use, you're still a wonderful person and I wish you all the best for the future!
*hugs tightly*