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Healing (News about Ranna and other things)
9 years ago
Alright, so I gained a few jobs and have been focusing on them while playing some games to help release some tension. Its either that or shitpost on tumblr about my undying love for Grillby because he's hot shit 'n all.
There is a huge project going on, so I've been writing down everything I need, getting everything in order. I am at a good point to where I can relax on that and my main job so that I now focus on what I need to. I've also taken some time and officially come out as not completely female. I accept that i am female, but I also feel so male. You are still free to refer me as she/her, even when I am male, as long as you don't directly call me as a man or woman. I might bite my tongue on it, but it does make me feel uneasy when it happens
I've also shown my Ranna to a few friends and they were happy to see her, they insisted that i'd keep her, if not as my Main as she always was, but as my secondary. I thought about it and I agreed. She does have painful memories, she's gone through a lot, and I lost connection to her. However, she is still a part of me. She's been with me for years. Evolving as I have. So, after one last revamp, Ranna is reborn:
-The moon mark over her right eye is gone, instead its moved to her back, with some wings.
-Instead of a red tint to her hair a purple tint will take place
-She's no longer wearing a poncho, tank and skirt. Instead she's wearing something that is more gender neutral
-Ranna has a male side, who is named Adrian (an actual name I go by), minor differences will take affect.
Outside of this, i've been practicing voice acting. Its not easy, I've had my Des voice down, just not perfected. So i've been playing with a friend of mine while taking cues from others (if possible) to learn how to act. I might post any voice clips that I've done after I gain confidence.
If you need to contact me, you can pester me on skype (rannades) or on tumblr (randomlydes) so long as you tell me who you are and how you found me. I do check my phone during break when I'm at work, or try to check often when I am doing everything else
There is a huge project going on, so I've been writing down everything I need, getting everything in order. I am at a good point to where I can relax on that and my main job so that I now focus on what I need to. I've also taken some time and officially come out as not completely female. I accept that i am female, but I also feel so male. You are still free to refer me as she/her, even when I am male, as long as you don't directly call me as a man or woman. I might bite my tongue on it, but it does make me feel uneasy when it happens
I've also shown my Ranna to a few friends and they were happy to see her, they insisted that i'd keep her, if not as my Main as she always was, but as my secondary. I thought about it and I agreed. She does have painful memories, she's gone through a lot, and I lost connection to her. However, she is still a part of me. She's been with me for years. Evolving as I have. So, after one last revamp, Ranna is reborn:
-The moon mark over her right eye is gone, instead its moved to her back, with some wings.
-Instead of a red tint to her hair a purple tint will take place
-She's no longer wearing a poncho, tank and skirt. Instead she's wearing something that is more gender neutral
-Ranna has a male side, who is named Adrian (an actual name I go by), minor differences will take affect.
Outside of this, i've been practicing voice acting. Its not easy, I've had my Des voice down, just not perfected. So i've been playing with a friend of mine while taking cues from others (if possible) to learn how to act. I might post any voice clips that I've done after I gain confidence.
If you need to contact me, you can pester me on skype (rannades) or on tumblr (randomlydes) so long as you tell me who you are and how you found me. I do check my phone during break when I'm at work, or try to check often when I am doing everything else
I like the sound of the redesigned Ranna, and of her male side, and it's really nice that your friends liked her so much. Here's hoping that this new version will have much better memories attached in due time. As for your identifying as male as well as female, you have my full support on that and I hope other people will support you and respect that as well.
Thanks for the update and I hope you're having a fantastic weekend, too!