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Some explaining to do. And a thank you note.
17 years ago
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I believe in all my years as a student in general, i have never studied like i did this last year. I really dont say it because i'm proud of this. Instead i think it speaks about how commited i am to my goals.
This last year i quitted smoking, drinking, i'm eating even less fat, and i'm trying to sleep better. No, it's not because the way i should look, i really coldn't care less about that shit.
I want to last longer, or at least as efficient as possible.
I'm really not in a competition against anyone; Not really interested in success or money; I'm merely trying to make the most of what i have.
In a few months i'm moving into a new house, and kind of starting a new life there. I'd like to use this new phase to turn into something similar to a man.. and i don't mean chest hair either.
Somehow i feel is a bit rude to keep an account here on furaffinity. I really feel bad when people comment and watch and i never answer... mostly i feel like a jerk. But the thing is... that as time passes i feel less attracted to the community, the fandom, whatever you like to call it.
That's just a really long way of saying: "I'm too old for this stuff."
I really wasn't planning on writing this journal entry, but i feel i should thank everyone, or perhaps... anyone reading this; For these three years, for all the great art that kept making me come back in here! For all the nice comments, all the suppourt, all the things i learned from you people... and for atually reading my long blocks of text, and watching my crappy ilstrations. XDDD
I really hope you guys get to that place where you want to be... And if you're already there. i hope you stay there and keep being happy.
A.
This last year i quitted smoking, drinking, i'm eating even less fat, and i'm trying to sleep better. No, it's not because the way i should look, i really coldn't care less about that shit.
I want to last longer, or at least as efficient as possible.
I'm really not in a competition against anyone; Not really interested in success or money; I'm merely trying to make the most of what i have.
In a few months i'm moving into a new house, and kind of starting a new life there. I'd like to use this new phase to turn into something similar to a man.. and i don't mean chest hair either.
Somehow i feel is a bit rude to keep an account here on furaffinity. I really feel bad when people comment and watch and i never answer... mostly i feel like a jerk. But the thing is... that as time passes i feel less attracted to the community, the fandom, whatever you like to call it.
That's just a really long way of saying: "I'm too old for this stuff."
I really wasn't planning on writing this journal entry, but i feel i should thank everyone, or perhaps... anyone reading this; For these three years, for all the great art that kept making me come back in here! For all the nice comments, all the suppourt, all the things i learned from you people... and for atually reading my long blocks of text, and watching my crappy ilstrations. XDDD
I really hope you guys get to that place where you want to be... And if you're already there. i hope you stay there and keep being happy.
A.
It was always fun, and you helped me loosen up and try new things in my own art during those sessions that has helped me grow as an artist .
For that, thank you!
D=
More than sad, i think i feel what anyone would when someone else into the "fandom" decides to leave, to move on, but that fades quick, specially knowing the way your life seems to improve.
I always considered you much more mature than me, nnah i didn´t imply oldness! XD , If i remember you are actually younger than i haha, but seriously here, i say it proudly, I still remember when i met cha at DF that time ( 03? was it rite? ), You basically kept the stuff alive the whole time, out of relative improvisation, i admired that, aaand before getting any more nostalgic, *sends a big cyber hug* You helped me grow up a lil bit and i´m sure that applies to many many ones around you.
Your ART rules, cause is..how to say it.. honest!. You care not for hot topics, for popular stuff, old school artist i´d say if i were to put it somewhere, my respect on that man! ( and it´s technically nicely done too ;) )
Ahh well, this sounds like a good bye thing, wich is not really, hope to see ya around, Well done on the healtier life!! I personally believe your way of acting and thinking has you much closer to a -man- than the majority of those who call themselves that are.
*agita el puño en señal de reto* XD
jajajaja
Damn all your replies to comments and thanks for watches, nobody cares about these anyway. Post art, we don't need more.
It was almost two years ago that I stumbled upon you drawing in Guppy's pchat room. Even though I was just a lurker with no art to contribute, you made me feel welcome to stay and chat, along with the other couple of furs in there. It may have been a small gesture on your part, but those fun little sessions in pchat helped set things into motion to cheer me up at a time when my life was rather dull and dreary. Thank you for being a part of that.
I'm glad you left this "goodbye" journal. Best wishes to your future.