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Entry #1 : Babblin'
10 years ago
I'm not a psychologist, but I do know that writing down what I think can help me to work out with the stuff with the stuff that happens around me. Therefore, I thought I should maybe write some thoughts down here, so that I can keep track of my chaotic psyche. Yes, yes, I know. Drama panorama furfandom. I don't want to only whine around in here though, so calm thy mammaries.
Lately, I have been feeling better and better about myself. Instead of getting depressed and frustrated over critique, I actually found myself wanting to overcome what that statement was saying about me, rather then just turning my back on it. In my new school is no one I actually dislike, my teachers are way more engaged into actual teaching and do give a shit about the subject they teach. Gawd, this feels like I'm writing a diary and as if I was 12 years old while doing so. -w- However, I also think that doing this will help me to reflect on my own actions and insecurities more.
Anyway, away from the school and self-reflection stuff, I was also thinking about going to eurofurence next year. I don't know if I should, though, since I don't have anyone to go with or meet up with there. One of my better friends told me that it could turn out great anyway, his experience being that he met new people there that he made friends with. So I'm feeling kinda split on this. I've got time until next year to think about this, but I dont wanna go there to be a lonely wanderer, only there for the goods to buy. If anyone reads this, could you let me know your experience on this? That would maybe be helpful.
Dont wanna make an essay out of this, so I'll stop here for now. I'll keep writing these once every week or so. So if anyone wants to keep reading whats inside my messy brain, here you fucking go. :P