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mothers day and another i miss it
10 years ago
so its mothers day.....a lovely day where we show our mothers the unconditinal love that they give us on a daily basis. a day where we return the feelings of gratatude and understanding that they give to us. happy mothers day to all out there.
soo last night, a very special mommy and i started to havea bit of a bonding time...but it...wasnt going exactly how id planned, *looks down lowering my ears* id wanted to have a nice lovely lil rp with her. see thing is, when i first started out as a furry i was a much much much diffrent fur from how i am now, and this is a small shout out to
Vexxus and 
Draugr this is oone of the reasons that the cb stories have sooo much meaning to me. they make me want to be that fox i was back then, i was a much much much better daughter back then but that aside. soo i tryed to have this rp and..it just wouldnt go the way i wanted it too. either other people kept interupting and pulling her away from me or other things happend. i miss her sooo much. she started a small chat group on Skype like...years ago and i mean YEARS ago...its been almost 8 years now i think. and i was one of the ORIGINAL pups in the chat. ive left a few times but always came back. over the years, many others have come and gone now the originals are down to 3. me and 2 others. and im feeling like...im that old toy on the shelf that you used to play with all the time. and then you put up to play with another one and just never got the prior back out again. i feel like im getting lost in the crowd getting kinda forgotten and over looked by my mommy. imiss her sooo much. we used to text all the time, we would video or voice chat often, and other things. wed always have time for each other. now i see her snuggling and cuddling up with others and not me and i cant help but think "thats how we used to be. that used to be me....that should be me" im not really jealous, i dont think i am any way, im just...lonely and i miss my mommy. the one that would hold me during thunderstorms, the one who i could text if i was upset and allways expect a speedy reply, the mommy that used to well...that used to show me how much she loves me. i reallly really really miss it.
soo last night, a very special mommy and i started to havea bit of a bonding time...but it...wasnt going exactly how id planned, *looks down lowering my ears* id wanted to have a nice lovely lil rp with her. see thing is, when i first started out as a furry i was a much much much diffrent fur from how i am now, and this is a small shout out to
Vexxus and 
Draugr this is oone of the reasons that the cb stories have sooo much meaning to me. they make me want to be that fox i was back then, i was a much much much better daughter back then but that aside. soo i tryed to have this rp and..it just wouldnt go the way i wanted it too. either other people kept interupting and pulling her away from me or other things happend. i miss her sooo much. she started a small chat group on Skype like...years ago and i mean YEARS ago...its been almost 8 years now i think. and i was one of the ORIGINAL pups in the chat. ive left a few times but always came back. over the years, many others have come and gone now the originals are down to 3. me and 2 others. and im feeling like...im that old toy on the shelf that you used to play with all the time. and then you put up to play with another one and just never got the prior back out again. i feel like im getting lost in the crowd getting kinda forgotten and over looked by my mommy. imiss her sooo much. we used to text all the time, we would video or voice chat often, and other things. wed always have time for each other. now i see her snuggling and cuddling up with others and not me and i cant help but think "thats how we used to be. that used to be me....that should be me" im not really jealous, i dont think i am any way, im just...lonely and i miss my mommy. the one that would hold me during thunderstorms, the one who i could text if i was upset and allways expect a speedy reply, the mommy that used to well...that used to show me how much she loves me. i reallly really really miss it. 
Ryuumaru
~ryuumaru
I'm sorry if I was part of the problem, Yuko. I wanted to give my own love to mama... we all love her very much. Still, you could have said something.
lil_kit_yuyu
~lilkityuyu
OP
you had no part in the problem i guess in a way a vast bit of the problem was my own sinsecure emotions getting in the way. im hopeing today will turn out better
