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May Commissions - Opening later tonight
10 years ago
Hey guys, I hope you're all enjoying spring so far!
I want to start taking monthly lists that meet a quota so I can get my life organized since it's been hbfdwhjf for I don't know how long. I got the help I needed so far but I need to deal with my anxiety a little better... and a lot of it is financial because I've had amazing friends that helped me when I was left with nothing, but I didn't have the strength or even really notice how sick my body actually was and kept biting off more than I could chew. I was getting sicker and sicker, not knowing or really noticing or even caring, and with the sickness came weakness so my mind slipped into a dark place for a long time. It's still there even, but I'm trying now to get out of it as best I can by getting regular testing done and maintaining my health. It's hard but it's something only I can do really, as long as you guys still like my art because this is the only way I can pay my rent and bills and debts, and maybe get rid of some of the anxiety associated with that and maybe actually do something fun without feeling overwhelming shame and guilt. I'm really sick of being this draining tumor to everyone around me and I want to be able to make people happy again.
So, each month on the 1st I'll open for X-amount of commissions at 9pm EST to meet a goal and give a little status update to let you know how things are going. I know I'm terrible at following through with things but I really do want to try and think this would be a more suitable approach because I even feel anxiety about posting commission journals all the time. At least all commissions will have a month waiting time, so I'm going to set an alarm on my phone so I actually don't forget.
And I apologize to those who asked for a commission before, I get so swamped and my mind is cluttered to the max, so I hope you don't mind that those who have not paid and got a spot in my queue may have to contact me again, but to be honest I want to stay with a present queue. I apologize if I did not get around to your commission, please do not take it personally, I just may not have the energy to fulfil your request at the time. I prefer to take on commissions that pique my interest and aren't too stressful for me to accomplish right now. I still like to draw 95% of things so please don't be afraid to ask, if I don't get around to it, it's just because I couldn't or quite bluntly, lost interest. Depression sucks but I have to be assertive for myself. At least I don't take payment first, so it's just a matter of asking.
And I know my prices will be expensive, but they are for a reason; to help me out of the rut, and to have as little stress as I can manage so I can have some time to adjust to my medications while still being motivated to function.
For those curious, here is the price list. There is a 2 character option again now! And they all come with backgrounds - COOL!
Sketches: 10 slots
examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11021989/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11753815/
comes with this shading:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9915196/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9894645/
80$ USD full body
140$ USD for an extra character
free background!
Speedpaints: 8 Slots
examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13504256/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10999220/
150$ USD full body
260$ USD for an extra character
free background!
Paintings: 2 slots
275$ USD full body
example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9955133/
480$ USD for an extra character
example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14856781/
free background!
I'll be opening these later tonight at 11pm EST.
Thank you for checking this out, I really appreciate all the help and support I can get right now and always, it's super cool that I still have wonderful people who like my art where I don't and still help me along through life even though I don't say much or express my gratitude as often as I should. I'll post that journal soon and close it when it fills up. Thank you to all those interested and for all your words of support. I read all of your nice words, no matter how shaky the voice. <3
I want to start taking monthly lists that meet a quota so I can get my life organized since it's been hbfdwhjf for I don't know how long. I got the help I needed so far but I need to deal with my anxiety a little better... and a lot of it is financial because I've had amazing friends that helped me when I was left with nothing, but I didn't have the strength or even really notice how sick my body actually was and kept biting off more than I could chew. I was getting sicker and sicker, not knowing or really noticing or even caring, and with the sickness came weakness so my mind slipped into a dark place for a long time. It's still there even, but I'm trying now to get out of it as best I can by getting regular testing done and maintaining my health. It's hard but it's something only I can do really, as long as you guys still like my art because this is the only way I can pay my rent and bills and debts, and maybe get rid of some of the anxiety associated with that and maybe actually do something fun without feeling overwhelming shame and guilt. I'm really sick of being this draining tumor to everyone around me and I want to be able to make people happy again.
So, each month on the 1st I'll open for X-amount of commissions at 9pm EST to meet a goal and give a little status update to let you know how things are going. I know I'm terrible at following through with things but I really do want to try and think this would be a more suitable approach because I even feel anxiety about posting commission journals all the time. At least all commissions will have a month waiting time, so I'm going to set an alarm on my phone so I actually don't forget.
And I apologize to those who asked for a commission before, I get so swamped and my mind is cluttered to the max, so I hope you don't mind that those who have not paid and got a spot in my queue may have to contact me again, but to be honest I want to stay with a present queue. I apologize if I did not get around to your commission, please do not take it personally, I just may not have the energy to fulfil your request at the time. I prefer to take on commissions that pique my interest and aren't too stressful for me to accomplish right now. I still like to draw 95% of things so please don't be afraid to ask, if I don't get around to it, it's just because I couldn't or quite bluntly, lost interest. Depression sucks but I have to be assertive for myself. At least I don't take payment first, so it's just a matter of asking.
And I know my prices will be expensive, but they are for a reason; to help me out of the rut, and to have as little stress as I can manage so I can have some time to adjust to my medications while still being motivated to function.
For those curious, here is the price list. There is a 2 character option again now! And they all come with backgrounds - COOL!
Sketches: 10 slots
examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11021989/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11753815/
comes with this shading:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9915196/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9894645/
80$ USD full body
140$ USD for an extra character
free background!
Speedpaints: 8 Slots
examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13504256/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10999220/
150$ USD full body
260$ USD for an extra character
free background!
Paintings: 2 slots
275$ USD full body
example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9955133/
480$ USD for an extra character
example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14856781/
free background!
I'll be opening these later tonight at 11pm EST.
Thank you for checking this out, I really appreciate all the help and support I can get right now and always, it's super cool that I still have wonderful people who like my art where I don't and still help me along through life even though I don't say much or express my gratitude as often as I should. I'll post that journal soon and close it when it fills up. Thank you to all those interested and for all your words of support. I read all of your nice words, no matter how shaky the voice. <3
Yep, first come, first serve! And I do all of my commissions in an orderly fashion, and I won't be doing ones I feel like, I will take them all, but I just wanted to put a disclaimer because sometimes I can't do all 20 commissions but I will try my absolute best to do what I can :) I'm-only-human kind of thing.
I hope these fill up quickly! Man, I really hope someone gets a two character paint. Those ones are absolutely gorgeous <--- (meant to be a happy cry not lmao XD)
and how much would they be? u3u
Be careful with meds. Research 'em thoroughly... Research yourself thoroughly!
(That last one is always super important, even when we aren't sick). x3
Best of luck~
...So do you want previous commissioners to re-contact you? I asked for a multi-sketch page that you offered a couple weeks ago, and haven't heard from you after you said you started working on them (I also haven't paid yet).