Allow me to reflect for a bit ~
10 years ago
Hah, it's been a while since I've made one of these, but I'm still alive, I swear c:
~ Lengthy journal ahead, heyooo ~
While I haven't had much in the way of exciting news that needed sharing in the form of its' own journal, I would like to just reflect a bit over what I've been up to in my time here, as well as some of the amazing individuals that I've met. Today is probably as good a day as any to do so anyhow.
It's been.. almost a year and a half since I've joined the fandom here officially. I've been casually lurking about the site for a while, but never really felt like I really belonged.
You should've seen some of the journals I made back then. I was all angsty. Bleh.
Since then, things have pretty much only gotten way better. Gained a bit of confidence, found what I consider my little corner of the fandom, and a bit of a hobby on the side. Of course, this didn't happen by my own effort, I have quite a few individuals that I've met through my brief time in the fandom to thank for that.
I'll mention a few, if you'll indulge me ~
As a bonus, if you've read this far, here's a lovely song to describe how I've been feeling lately ~
On a side-note turning 24 feels weird. I feel old. Woop x3
Thanks for reading, take care, and have yourself a wonderful day!
~ Lengthy journal ahead, heyooo ~
While I haven't had much in the way of exciting news that needed sharing in the form of its' own journal, I would like to just reflect a bit over what I've been up to in my time here, as well as some of the amazing individuals that I've met. Today is probably as good a day as any to do so anyhow.
It's been.. almost a year and a half since I've joined the fandom here officially. I've been casually lurking about the site for a while, but never really felt like I really belonged.
You should've seen some of the journals I made back then. I was all angsty. Bleh.
Since then, things have pretty much only gotten way better. Gained a bit of confidence, found what I consider my little corner of the fandom, and a bit of a hobby on the side. Of course, this didn't happen by my own effort, I have quite a few individuals that I've met through my brief time in the fandom to thank for that.
I'll mention a few, if you'll indulge me ~
darkspot
The most genuinely happy, sweet and caring person that I've been' fortunate enough to meet.
You picked me up from my little depressed slump and introduced me into a ton of wonderful things that life
and the fandom has to offer, and helped me grow a lot as a person. You hold most of the blame for me sticking
around and enjoying my time here as much as I have. Thanks for sticking through my shy antics. You are a
wonderful person, and I really look forward to seeing you at EF <3
Rajakaen
Very sweet, patient and talented artist. You helped me piece together my sona', and even drew me up an amazing reference sheet
to boot. The amount of faith you've put in me to make you something in return for all your effort is staggering
and definetely not something I'm taking lightly. As of this posting, I have yet to finish my part of the art-trade that
I owe you, and it's something I'm a bit ashamed of. You've greatly helped in motivating my attempted hobby at
creating plushies, and you have my infinite thanks for your patience and faith. See you at EF!
Genetta
Neeeeeerd!
Shenanigans aside, your attitude is the best thing, and you're wittier than you give yourself credit for.
You're fantastic company, and I curse the timezone-differences for not letting us spend more time doing fun things together.
We still need to watch all the movies :o
Alphasoldier
One of the most intelligent people that I know.
Even though we don't always see eye to eye on things, I enjoy your honesty and your company, and the patience you've shown
with me when I've been slow to learn. I'm aware that I haven't been the kind of friend you deserve lately, I'm working on it, promise.
blazer-flamewing
Butts. Buttsbuttsbutts.
Incredibly sweet and open-minded, you've taught me a lot of things, and helped me turn into a better person in a really
short amount of time. Always a pleasure to be around, and talk to. Helped me broaden my horizon, so to speak, and I
owe you a lot for all the positive changes you've brought into my life.
I will visit you in Canada sometime c:
And a few more, but this journal is getting long enough as it is. You know who you are <3
//Feels
As a bonus, if you've read this far, here's a lovely song to describe how I've been feeling lately ~
On a side-note turning 24 feels weird. I feel old. Woop x3
Thanks for reading, take care, and have yourself a wonderful day!
Don't worry about the AT. A masterpiece takes some time ;)
I can't wait to see you and Darkspot at EF. We have to eat Banana pancakes in Berlin :D or Bananasplit Ice with Pancakes. We will see :3
Pancakes and ice-cream are on us when we get there c:
Judging from the messages I got from you earlier today, I doubt that I should even have tried in the first place.
Good day.
But that's up to you. I'm done with that chapter. I suggest that you move on as well.
And I'd move on, but I'm either waiting for you to say you planned all of this all along to get rid of me, or for us to realize this was a very big mistake. One I'd personally like to fix.