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I'm feeling better~!
10 years ago
Thank god. My mate and I figured out a good set up for keeping our bedroom cool and we were finally able to get his parents to put the AC that would've gone into our room into our gaming room which is where we spend most of our time.
So now I'm in a lot better of a place when it comes to that kind of thing.
Also on a good note, my mate's parents put an offer in on a house that's in a better part of town earlier this week. And we heard from the realtor yesterday that our offer was accepted~!
So we're gonna be moving into an actual house that's actually ours in the next two to three weeks I think. So my mate and I are already working on packing our things so that we can get out of this apartment as soon as possible.
As far as my art and writing go, I don't really know at the moment. I'm in a spot where a lot of the things I try to do are not turning out how I want them to be...
So I don't know if I just need to work through it and get more practice or if I should just relax and only do personal stuff when I feel like it or what?
And I honestly don't even know if I'm feeling like this about it because my art actually isn't going well or if it's because I've got a lot going on and I'm stressed there for I'm being too critical or a mix of both. I really don't honestly know >_<
And to be entirely honest I feel bad for the people who watch me because I feel like stuff keeps happening and I keep ending up not doing anything worth while. You know?
On top of that I get little to no feed back from anyone at all about my work, especially on here. So I feel like I'm not really doing anything that's worth while to people.
Cause the only person I would really hear from and get any real feed back from about anything at all was Keira-jo, who is no longer on FA.
So right now, I'm really sorta at a loss. I don't know what I should be doing really. I'm gonna try and keep working I think. I need to at least get my trade that I have to do done.
And the commissions I have aren't top priority cause the commissioner already told me that I can get them done whenever I want to.
Thank god he's a good friend of mine and he's assured me more times then I can count that it's alright otherwise I would feel really really horrible about making him wait.
Anyways...
However it goes it goes I guess.
Thank you, to any of you who are listening...
So now I'm in a lot better of a place when it comes to that kind of thing.
Also on a good note, my mate's parents put an offer in on a house that's in a better part of town earlier this week. And we heard from the realtor yesterday that our offer was accepted~!
So we're gonna be moving into an actual house that's actually ours in the next two to three weeks I think. So my mate and I are already working on packing our things so that we can get out of this apartment as soon as possible.
As far as my art and writing go, I don't really know at the moment. I'm in a spot where a lot of the things I try to do are not turning out how I want them to be...
So I don't know if I just need to work through it and get more practice or if I should just relax and only do personal stuff when I feel like it or what?
And I honestly don't even know if I'm feeling like this about it because my art actually isn't going well or if it's because I've got a lot going on and I'm stressed there for I'm being too critical or a mix of both. I really don't honestly know >_<
And to be entirely honest I feel bad for the people who watch me because I feel like stuff keeps happening and I keep ending up not doing anything worth while. You know?
On top of that I get little to no feed back from anyone at all about my work, especially on here. So I feel like I'm not really doing anything that's worth while to people.
Cause the only person I would really hear from and get any real feed back from about anything at all was Keira-jo, who is no longer on FA.
So right now, I'm really sorta at a loss. I don't know what I should be doing really. I'm gonna try and keep working I think. I need to at least get my trade that I have to do done.
And the commissions I have aren't top priority cause the commissioner already told me that I can get them done whenever I want to.
Thank god he's a good friend of mine and he's assured me more times then I can count that it's alright otherwise I would feel really really horrible about making him wait.
Anyways...
However it goes it goes I guess.
Thank you, to any of you who are listening...
