Well guys, here I am in the truck on my way to Oregon. The trip out was not an easy one, but I came to the conclusion that I'm truly excited to be there. To find something big.

This wasn't really supposed to happen..this trip to Oregon...I was supposed to be elsewhere..or was I? Maybe this was my way of learning who I really am, because I've spent days upon days of internal thoughts arguing and speculating as to how I got here and why, and though it's hard to draw conclusions that extend beyond the average "Well it wasn't meant to be.", I have figured out reasonable and valid reasons to explain myself.

Anyway, while I'd love to go off track and explain my appreciation for such a failure, and my reasons behind it, I'll just leave you with this:

Things happen and they happen for good reason. Understanding why things are the way they are is the bulk of the journey through self-discovery, I believe, and I think that this chapter in my life is coming to a fulfilling end for the most part. Sure, there are a few holes here and there, experiences I wish I could have had and lessons I wanted to learn, all halted against a dead end - the harsh, unforgiving wall that is disappointment. But its okay, I've turned around to see a whole new chapter in my life, and I realize that there will be a lot of those walls (although its hard to imagine it being worse than that), but I've got a life to look forward to with the beautiful art that is music, and with an amazing selection of people that love and care about me, and even look up to me in some cases.

I'm excited guys <3