I've missed my furry muse. She hasn't come to visit for a very long time, and for that I apologize. Just not sure how to wake her back up. Been dealing with RL so much lately, I really haven't had time to even think about it. And health issues haven't helped. Creative endeavors have found some other outlets, but not the art that I miss doing. Doug Winger's passing today (god rest him, he was a brilliant man, one I'm glad I got to know back in the day) kinda brought it back to mind... I 'used' to be one of the 'founders' like him, once upon a time. And I admit... I'm old school. I don't have all the cool programs people use to color. I can't afford a tablet to draw into a program, much less afford those programs to color with... I still use good ol' pencil and paper. And I feel like I couldn't even hope to keep up.

I am not pandering for compliments. Just laying out thoughts. I haven't even been to a con in the last ... 5 years, if not longer. It's kinda depressing in that regard. I'm just missing it, and not even sure if I -can- reassert myself into a fandom that has changed so much and so rapidly lately.

I dunno, don't mind me. I'm waxing philosophical.