soo its a rainy day today in az I love the rain but I hate the thunder, I would normaly take time like this to do some stuff that I need to do, like writing my daddy's  ryuumaru story for our art trade, something I will be doing soon today, but the issue is that im just kinda bleh, you know? I cant focus on muh of anything and lack of responsises is making me thing that every one is busy. I know it cant be all about me lol and im not saying that it has to be I just wish that I had some one like my mistress to play with or that my mates net wasn't so damn sucky so he could reply more faster. he lives in the uk for crying out loud soo his net is like really bad. maybe ill go outside and play in the rain for a while.