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10 years ago
It's been a bit rough lately...
I lost my cat named, Tar on Friday, July 10th. She died on that Friday evening and she was 12 years old. It was just all of a sudden when she started showing signs of not feeling well. She seemed like she could not see or hear (or both), and she became unresponsive when I called her name several times. She was vomiting and she was also crawling and stumbling 'cause she was so weak. The more and more it all dragged on, I started to get extremely concerned and it went all downhill from there...
Me and my mom later took her to our vet and she perked up! Thank god! And the vet told us that there could be numerous things going on with her, then she added that it could possibly be neurological. Since she acted fine at the time, we decided to give her a chance and give her medication just to make sure.
So me and my mom went back home and it did NOT, in fact get better, she got much worse... So much worse that whenever I moved her or even petted her she would moan and groan. I could not even stand watching her go on like this, it was so heartbreaking to see an animal in pain and left with nothing else to do, but pray and hope she'll be okay! I stayed with her most of that evening and cried by her side. I was so emotionally exhausted it made me extremely tired, and it was so unbearable. She was still alive once I went to bed (but just barely), but my mom checked on her and she was already gone.
Ever since, it's been hard eat cereal, because she would always sit next to me and purr and kneed on my lap and she would look up at me with her cute eyes. It's also hard to get over that she won't be meowing at me once I get up in the mornings... I will really miss her. Any pet lover would miss their animal best friend. I definitely miss mine.
My parents and I decided to cremate Tar, because she was so special to us. She was with me most of my childhood, basically... And it's been a joy having her in our lives.
It's also been tough doing this one drawing for my aunt... My uncle died about 2 months ago, and every memory I've had of my uncle has resurfaced ever since I've started to draw him. I can remember his voice, and all the qualities that made him a unique person. As far as my picture goes, I've decided to draw a portrait in honor of him and I decided to gift it to my aunt and my two cousins (the ones who have lost their husband/dad)...
So yeah, it's been some deep and depressing stuff happening in my life lately... And I'm sure things will get better over time. But, there has been some huge and exciting events that have been happening as well!
But I just want to leave you all with this... I hope you cherish your family members, even the ones who aren't human. That also means friends too! Everyone can be special in your life and you never truly realize you care until they're gone...
I lost my cat named, Tar on Friday, July 10th. She died on that Friday evening and she was 12 years old. It was just all of a sudden when she started showing signs of not feeling well. She seemed like she could not see or hear (or both), and she became unresponsive when I called her name several times. She was vomiting and she was also crawling and stumbling 'cause she was so weak. The more and more it all dragged on, I started to get extremely concerned and it went all downhill from there...
Me and my mom later took her to our vet and she perked up! Thank god! And the vet told us that there could be numerous things going on with her, then she added that it could possibly be neurological. Since she acted fine at the time, we decided to give her a chance and give her medication just to make sure.
So me and my mom went back home and it did NOT, in fact get better, she got much worse... So much worse that whenever I moved her or even petted her she would moan and groan. I could not even stand watching her go on like this, it was so heartbreaking to see an animal in pain and left with nothing else to do, but pray and hope she'll be okay! I stayed with her most of that evening and cried by her side. I was so emotionally exhausted it made me extremely tired, and it was so unbearable. She was still alive once I went to bed (but just barely), but my mom checked on her and she was already gone.
Ever since, it's been hard eat cereal, because she would always sit next to me and purr and kneed on my lap and she would look up at me with her cute eyes. It's also hard to get over that she won't be meowing at me once I get up in the mornings... I will really miss her. Any pet lover would miss their animal best friend. I definitely miss mine.
My parents and I decided to cremate Tar, because she was so special to us. She was with me most of my childhood, basically... And it's been a joy having her in our lives.
It's also been tough doing this one drawing for my aunt... My uncle died about 2 months ago, and every memory I've had of my uncle has resurfaced ever since I've started to draw him. I can remember his voice, and all the qualities that made him a unique person. As far as my picture goes, I've decided to draw a portrait in honor of him and I decided to gift it to my aunt and my two cousins (the ones who have lost their husband/dad)...
So yeah, it's been some deep and depressing stuff happening in my life lately... And I'm sure things will get better over time. But, there has been some huge and exciting events that have been happening as well!
But I just want to leave you all with this... I hope you cherish your family members, even the ones who aren't human. That also means friends too! Everyone can be special in your life and you never truly realize you care until they're gone...
