came up with the plan on binge-doing my commissions from the past in a different way, because this one after one doesn't work a lot (for some it looks like i abandoned their paintings, i did not)

in first round, all the sketches of all the commissions
(then all the flats, all the shades, etc etc)
This will hopefully keep everyone updated.

including trades and raffle prizes, that is nearly 70 images.

I will work on the sketch stage of each, and mass update it all (i wont upload them to FA, who wants their watch feed flooded by colorless lines...)

HOWEVER i still need to eat and live;

I'll sell off ONE speedpaint YCH per week, and work on it on Sundays.
so gonna post that today, YCH for next sunday

(no i wont have any day offs until i finish my queue. I REALLY hate myself already, and the depression from all this is ruining me a lot more than not having any rest for a few months. i cant sleep for months, i keep waking up from nightmares about people hating me and putting me on AB, getting headaches, i cant eat at all for a while now either from the stress)


i wish i could at least stream it, would be nice motivation!

also, does anyone have any tips for wrist-hurting? its started to inflate again and i don't wanna ruin it too much. dunno, some ointment or exercise that works...?