far out this year has gone by so quick and so much has happened both good and bad

the good

i have been steadily employed and have been working the nights and resting during the day, my social life is that of a hermit but on the odd occasion ive gotten off my ass and gone out to see some friends, as of this coming week things are changing once again, i have gained a full time job with a company that makes lenses of glasses, average salary but im hoping with time i can move up the ranks and not be so broke, keeping in mind its all self inflicted debt but so far no regrets

the bad

after dealing with a nut job landlord i found a few things stolen from my possessions, now normally i would have fought back to get my items, but knowing he deliberately damaged his own possessions so i couldn't use them there was a high risk he would have done the same and id be left with junk so i decided not to bother and let it be

over the past few years i have received news on friends passing away and this puts me in a dark place, knowing that they died far too early and most of them in car accidents, recently for those who dont know, one of my closest and oldest furry friends died in a car accident, his username here is milofox08, i knew him originally as silversonic15 or his real name ryan southey, at first i thought it was fake thinking no he couldnt have died, but his sister added me to facebook and shared the news with all who knew him, why he was special to me, he is the first person i ever spoke to on the internet, we met in a chat room called chat ave in the video game segment, i was struggling with a zelda game and was looking for advice, we kept in contact from then on, we were both teenagers and stuck to msn and school email, over the years we came to realize we had similar tastes and our friendship grew from there, just before i was 18 ryan pops up in a msn window and tells me that because of our tastes we belonged to the furry fandom and proceeded to add me to a multi conversation with other furs, back then all i cared about was video games, he kept at me saying there is more to life, dont be a sponge on society and because i cared deeply about him i changed my ways, if he hadnt shown up in my life i wouldnt be here today, i almost got the chance to meet him at further confusion back in 2012, but as i didnt have his room number or cell number i couldnt track him down, was quite sad by this as i wanted to thank him and hug him, even though we never met i cared for him deeply, dispite how little in recent years we spoke, i still stayed in contact, im glad he drew some art of our characters as i now have something from him that i will cherish for the rest of my life

for those who knew him he has helped us in so many ways even if he didnt think so


anyway thanks for reading guys, just needed to let you all know what has been happening