Edit: Mkay, so I was told it was a bad idea to be given the "warning" Well honestly it was a good idea as I can know who my real friends are. Yes, I know I'm down in the dumps alot and I'm sorry for that and sorry I'm an open book with you all but thats just how I am, not to say I don't have my good days as I do, however when things are bad or something like this is forced on me it dose tend to kill a good mood you know? None the less, the pain in the ass is blocked and I hope sooner or later people will learn the truth about them and how they treat people that don't kiss their ass. Thats one less person I have to deal with and hope I never have to ever again and hope things will be better after this.

Okay, I'm told people are talking behind my back to someone I don't really like, talking how I'm such a bad person because I'm upset or depressed alot. Well here I would like to say, if you got something to say then say it to me, don't be a little shit head and talk about me behind my back. Yeah I'm depressed alot and I'm an open book with people but I do have my good days but its crap like this that put me right back in the bad way of thinking. Given this person who I won't name but they know who they are treated me like trash and called me some very low things and thought it was funny, I don't really consider anyone like that a friend along with those that want to gosip about me with her when they don't know every thing about me. So I'm going to lay it out here, fucking stop it, end of story.